Wherein are set down the signs which the spiritual person
will find in himself whereby he may know at what season it behoves
him to leave meditation and reasoning and pass to the state of
contemplation.
IN order that there may be no confusion in this instruction
it will be meet in this chapter to explain at what time and season
it behoves the spiritual person to lay aside the task of
discursive meditation as carried on through the imaginations and
forms and figures above mentioned, in order that he may lay them
aside neither sooner nor later than when the Spirit bids him; for,
although it is meet for him to lay them aside at the proper time
in order that he may journey to God and not be hindered by them,
it is no less needful for him not to lay aside the said
imaginative meditation before the proper time lest he should turn
backward. For, although the apprehensions of these faculties serve
not as proximate means of union to the proficient, they serve
nevertheless as remote means to beginners in order to dispose and
habituate the spirit to spirituality by means of sense, and in
order to void the sense, in the meantime, of all the other low
forms and images, temporal, worldly and natural. We shall
therefore speak here of certain signs and examples which the
spiritual person will find in himself, whereby he may know whether
or not it will be meet for him to lay them aside at this season.
2. The first sign is his realization that he can no longer
meditate or reason with his imagination, neither can take pleasure
therein as he was wont to do aforetime; he rather finds aridity in
that which aforetime was wont to captivate his senses and to bring
him sweetness. But, for as long as he finds sweetness in
meditation, and is able to reason, he should not abandon this,
save when his soul is led into the peace and quietness[298] which is
described under the third head.
3. The second sign is a realization that he has no desire to
fix his mediation or his sense upon other particular objects,
exterior or interior. I do not mean that the imagination neither
comes nor goes (for even at times of deep[299] recollection it is
apt to move freely), but that the soul has no pleasure in fixing
it of set purpose upon other objects.
4. The third and surest sign is that the soul takes pleasure
in being alone, and waits with loving attentiveness upon God,
without making any particular meditation, in inward peace and
quietness and rest, and without acts and exercises of the
faculties -- memory, understanding and will -- at least, without
discursive acts, that is, without passing from one thing to
another; the soul is alone, with an attentiveness and a knowledge,
general and loving, as we said, but without any particular
understanding, and adverting not to that which it is
contemplating.
5. These three signs, at least, the spiritual person must
observe in himself, all together, before he can venture safely to
abandon the state of meditation and sense,[300] and to enter that of
contemplation and spirit.
6. And it suffices not for a man to have the first alone
without the second, for it might be that the reason for his being
unable to imagine and meditate upon the things of God, as he did
aforetime, was distraction on his part and lack of diligence; for
the which cause he must observe in himself the second likewise,
which is the absence of inclination or desire to think upon other
things; for, when the inability to fix the imagination and sense
upon the things of God proceeds from distraction or lukewarmness,
the soul then has the desire and inclination to fix it upon other
and different things, which lead it thence altogether. Neither
does it suffice that he should observe in himself the first and
second signs, if he observe not likewise, together with these, the
third; for, although he observe his inability to reason and think
upon the things of God, and likewise his distaste for thinking
upon other and different things, this might proceed from
melancholy or from some other kind of humour in the brain or the
heart, which habitually produces a certain absorption and
suspension of the senses, causing the soul to think not at all,
nor to desire or be inclined to think, but rather to remain in
that pleasant state of reverie.[301] Against this must be set the
third sign, which is loving attentiveness and knowledge, in peace,
etc., as we have said.
7. It is true, however, that, when this condition first
begins, the soul is hardly aware of this loving knowledge, and
that for two reasons. First, this loving knowledge is apt at the
beginning to be very subtle and delicate, and almost imperceptible
to the senses. Secondly, when the soul has been accustomed to that
other exercise of meditation, which is wholly perceptible, it is
unaware, and hardly conscious, of this other new and imperceptible
condition, which is purely spiritual; especially when, not
understanding it, the soul allows not itself to rest in it, but
strives after the former, which is more readily perceptible; so
that abundant though the loving interior peace may be, the soul
has no opportunity of experiencing and enjoying it. But the more
accustomed the soul grows to this, by allowing itself to rest, the
more it will grow therein and the more conscious it will become of
that loving general knowledge of God, in which it has greater
enjoyment than in aught else, since this knowledge causes it
peace, rest, pleasure and delight without labour.
8. And, to the end that what has been said may be the
clearer, we shall give, in this chapter following, the causes and
reasons why the three signs aforementioned appear to be necessary
for the soul that is journeying to pure spirit.[302]
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