Wherein the aforementioned subject is treated and continued,
and it is shown by passages and figures from Holy Scripture how
necessary it is for the soul to journey to God through this dark
night of the mortification of desire in all things.
FROM what has been said it may be seen in some measure how
great a distance there is between all that the creatures are in
themselves and that which God is in Himself, and how souls that
set their affections upon any of these creatures are at as great a
distance as they from God; for, as we have said, love produces
equality and likeness. This distance was clearly realized by Saint
Augustine, who said in the Sololoquies, speaking with God:
'Miserable man that I am, when will my littleness and imperfection
be able to have fellowship with Thy uprightness? Thou indeed art
good, and I am evil; Thou art merciful, and I am impious; Thou art
holy, I am miserable; Thou art just, I am unjust; Thou art light,
I am blind; Thou, life, I, death; Thou, medicine, I, sick; Thou,
supreme truth, I, utter vanity.' All this is said by this
Saint.[102]
2. Wherefore, it is supreme ignorance for the soul to think
that it will be able to pass to this high estate of union with God
if first it void not the desire of all things, natural and
supernatural, which may hinder it, according as we shall explain
hereafter;[103] for there is the greatest possible distance between
these things and that which comes to pass in this estate, which is
naught else than transformation in God. For this reason Our Lord,
when showing us this path, said through Saint Luke: Qui non
renuntiat omnibus quoe possidet, non potest meus esse
discipulus.[104] This signifies: He that renounces not all things
that he possesses with his will cannot be My disciple. And this is
evident; for the doctrine that the Son of God came to teach was
contempt for all things, whereby a man might receive as a reward
the Spirit of God in himself. For, as long as the soul rejects not
all things, it has no capacity to receive the Spirit of God in
pure transformation.
3. Of this we have a figure in Exodus, wherein we read that
God gave not the children of Israel the food from Heaven, which
was manna, until the flour which they had brought from Egypt
failed them. By this is signified that first of all it is meet to
renounce all things, for this angels' food is not fitting for the
palate that would find delight in the food of men. And not only
does the soul become incapable of receiving the Divine Spirit when
it stays and pastures on other strange pleasures, but those souls
greatly offend the Divine Majesty who desire spiritual food and
are not content with God alone, but desire rather to intermingle
desire and affection for other things. This can likewise be seen
in the same book of Holy Scripture,[105] wherein it is said that,
not content with that simplest of food, they desired and craved
fleshly food.[106] And that Our Lord was greatly wroth that they
should desire to intermingle a food that was so base and so coarse
with one that was so noble[107] and so simple; which, though it was
so, had within itself the sweetness and substance of all foods.[108]
Wherefore, while they yet had the morsels in their mouths, as
David says likewise: Ira Dei descendit super eos.[109] The wrath of
God came down upon them, sending fire from Heaven and consuming
many thousands of them; for God held it an unworthy thing that
they should have a desire for other food when He had given them
food from Heaven.
4. Oh, did spiritual persons but know how much good and what
great abundance of spirit they lose through not seeking to raise
up their desires above childish things, and how in this simple
spiritual food they would find the sweetness of all things, if
they desired not to taste those things! But such food gives them
no pleasure, for the reason why the children of Israel received
not the sweetness of all foods that was contained in the manna was
that they would not reserve their desire for it alone. So that
they failed to find in the manna all the sweetness and strength
that they could wish, not because it was not contained in the
manna, but because they desired some other thing. Thus he that
will love some other thing together with God of a certainty makes
little account of God, for he weighs in the balance against God
that which, as we have said, is at the greatest possible distance
from God.
5. It is well known by experience that, when the will of a
man is affectioned to one thing, he prizes it more than any other;
although some other thing may be much better, he takes less
pleasure in it. And if he wishes to enjoy both, he is bound to
wrong the more important, because he makes an equality between
them. Wherefore, since there is naught that equals God, the soul
that loves some other thing together with Him, or clings to it,
does Him a grievous wrong. And if this is so, what would it be
doing if it loved anything more than God?
6. It is this, too, that was denoted by the command of God to
Moses that he should ascend the Mount to speak with Him: He
commanded him not only to ascend it alone, leaving the children of
Israel below, but not even to allow the beasts to feed over
against the Mount.[110] By this He signified that the soul that is
to ascend this mount of perfection, to commune with God, must not
only renounce all things and leave them below, but must not even
allow the desires, which are the beasts, to pasture over against
this mount -- that is, upon other things which are not purely God,
in Whom -- that is, in the state of perfection -- every desire
ceases. So he that journeys on the road and makes the ascent to
God must needs be habitually careful to quell and mortify the
desires; and the greater the speed wherewith a soul does this, the
sooner will it reach the end of its journey. Until these be
quelled, it cannot reach the end, however much it practise the
virtues, since it is unable to attain to perfection in them; for
this perfection consists in voiding and stripping and purifying
the soul of every desire. Of this we have another very striking
figure in Genesis, where we read that, when the patriarch Jacob
desired to ascend Mount Bethel, in order to build an altar there
to God whereon he should offer Him sacrifice, he first commanded
all his people to do three things: one was that they should cast
away from them all strange gods; the second, that they should
purify themselves; the third, that they should change their
garments.[111]
7. By these three things it is signified that any soul that
will ascend this mount in order to make of itself an altar whereon
it may offer to God the sacrifice of pure love and praise and pure
reverence, must, before ascending to the summit of the mount, have
done these three things aforementioned perfectly. First, it must
cast away all strange gods -- namely, all strange affections and
attachments; secondly, it must purify itself of the remnants which
the desires aforementioned have left in the soul, by means of the
dark night of sense whereof we are speaking, habitually denying
them and repenting itself of them; and thirdly, in order to reach
the summit of this high mount, it must have changed its garments,
which, through its observance of the first two things, God will
change for it, from old to new, by giving it a new understanding
of God in God, the old human understanding being cast aside; and a
new love of God in God, the will being now stripped of all its old
desires and human pleasures, and the soul being brought into a new
state of knowledge and profound delight, all other old images and
forms of knowledge having been cast away, and all that belongs to
the old man, which is the aptitude of the natural self, quelled,
and the soul clothed with a new supernatural aptitude with respect
to all its faculties. So that its operation, which before was
human, has become Divine, which is that that is attained in the
state of union, wherein the soul becomes naught else than an altar
whereon God is adored in praise and love, and God alone is upon
it. For this cause God commanded that the altar whereon the Ark of
the Covenant was to be laid should be hollow within;[112] so that
the soul may understand how completely empty of all things God
desires it to be, that it may be an altar worthy of the presence
of His Majesty. On this altar it was likewise forbidden that there
should be any strange fire, or that its own fire should ever fail;
and so essential was this that, because Nadab and Abiu, who were
the sons of the High Priest Aaron, offered strange fire upon His
Altar, Our Lord was wroth and slew them there before the altar.[113]
By this we are to understand that the love of God must never fail
in the soul, so that the soul may be a worthy altar, and so that
no other love must be mingled with it.
8. God permits not that any other thing should dwell together
with Him. Wherefore we read in the First Book the Kings that, when
the Philistines put the Ark of the Covenant into the temple where
their idol was, the idol was cast down upon the ground at the dawn
of each day, and broken to pieces.[114] And He permits and wills
that there should be only one desire where He is, which is to keep
the law of God perfectly, and to bear upon oneself the Cross of
Christ. And thus naught else is said in the Divine Scripture to
have been commanded by God to be put in the Ark, where the manna
was, save the book of the Law,[115] and the rod Moses,[116] which
signifies the Cross. For the soul that aspires naught else than
the keeping of the law of the Lord perfectly and the bearing of
the Cross of Christ will be a true Ark, containing within itself
the true manna, which is God, when that soul attains to a perfect
possession within itself of this law and this rod, without any
other thing soever.
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