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The Little Flowers of Saint Francis of Assisi by Brother Ugolino
CHAPTER III OF HOLY HUMILITY
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No man can attain to any knowledge or understanding of God but by the
virtue of holy humility; for the direct way to ascend is first to
descend. All the perils and grievous falls which have happened in this
world have arisen from nothing else but the uplifting of the head -
that is, of the mind - by pride. This is proved by the fall of the
devil, who was driven out of heaven; and by that of Adam, our first
parent, who was banished from paradise by the uplifting of his head -
that is, by disobedience. We see it also in the example of the
Pharisee, of whom Christ speaketh in the Gospel, and in many others
also.
And so also the contrary truth - namely, that all the great blessings
which have ever been bestowed upon the world have proceeded from
abasement of the head, that is, from the humiliation of the mind - is
proved by example of the blessed and most humble Virgin Mary, the
publican, the good thief on the cross and many others in Holy
Scripture. And, therefore, good it were if we could find some great and
heavy weight, which, being tied round our neck, would draw us down to
the earth, and force us to humble ourselves.
A friar once said to Brother Giles: "Father, tell me, how can we avoid
this pride?" To whom Brother Giles made this reply: "Rest assured, my
brother, that thou canst never hope to be free from pride until thou
hast first placed thy mouth where thou dost set thy feet; but if thou
wilt well consider the gifts of God, thou wilt clearly see that thou
hast reason to bow down thy head. And again, if thou wilt meditate on
thy defects and thy manifold offenses against God, in all this thou
wilt find reasons for humbling thyself. But woe to those who desire to
be honoured in their unworthiness! He hath one degree of humility, who
knoweth himself to be opposed to his own true good. He hath a second,
who restoreth the goods of another to their proper owner, and doth not
appropriate them to himself. For every virtue and every good thing
which a man findeth in himself, instead of appropriating it to himself,
he is bound to refer to God, from whom all graces and all good things
do proceed. But every sinful passion of the soul, and every vice which
a man findeth within himself, he should attribute to himself,
considering that they all proceed from himself and his own malice, and
from no other source. "Blessed is the man who knows and accounts
himself to be vile in the eyes of God, and also in the sight of men.
"Blessed is he who judges himself always and condemns himself, and none
but himself; for he shall not be condemned in that last and terrible
eternal judgment.
"Blessed is he who shall submit himself wholly to the yoke of obedience
and the judgment of others, as the holy Apostles before and after they
received the Holy Spirit."
Brother Giles said also: "Let him who would acquire and possess perfect
peace and quiet of mind account every man his superior, and hold
himself the inferior and subject to all.
"Blessed is the man who, in his works and in his words, desires neither
to be seen nor known for anything else but for that wherewith God hath
adorned him.
"Blessed is the man who knows how to keep and hide within his heart
divine revelations and consolations; for there is nothing so secret but
God can reveal it when it pleaseth him. If the most holy and perfect
man in the world were to esteem and account himself to be the vilest
and most miserable sinner in the world, this would be true humility.
"Holy humility loves not to talk, nor the holy fear of God to use many
words."
Brother Giles said again: "It seems to me that holy humility is like
the thunderbolt; for, even as the thunderbolt striketh a terrible blow,
crushing, breaking, and burning that whereon it lights, yet can we
never find the thunderbolt itself, so does humility strike and
disperse, burn up and consume every evil and vice and sin, and yet
itself can nowhere be seen.
"He who possesses humility, by that humility finds grace with God, and perfect peace with his neighbour."
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