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The Little Flowers of Saint Francis of Assisi by Brother Ugolino
CHAPTER XIII OF THE SORROW WHICH BROTHER JUNIPER FELT AT THE LOSS OF HIS COMPANION BROTHER AMAZIALBENE
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Brother Juniper had a companion named Amazialbene, whom he loved most
tenderly, and who possessed the virtues of patience and obedience in
the utmost perfection; for, when he was beaten and ill-treated on all
sides, he never complained or uttered a word of remonstrance. He was
often sent to places where he met with persons who treated him most
cruelly, and he bore it all patiently and without the least resentment.
At the command of Brother Juniper, he would laugh or weep. At last, as
it pleased God to ordain, this Brother Amazialbene died, in high
reputation for sanctity; and when Brother Juniper heard of his death,
he felt greater sorrow thereat then he had ever experienced in this
life for any earthly thing. And thus did he express in words the great
bitterness of his heart, saying: "Alas, woe is me; for there is no good
left me now, and all the world is darkened to me by the death of my
sweet and most loving brother Amazialbene!" and he added: "Were it not
that I should have no peace from the brethren, I would go to his grave
and take out his head, and out of his skull I would make me two
vessels; from the one I would always eat, in memory of him, for my own
devotion, and from the other I would drink when I was thirsty."
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