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The Little Flowers of Saint Francis of Assisi by Brother Ugolino
CHAPTER XLI HOW THE VENERABLE BROTHER SIMON DELIVERED A BROTHER FROM A GREAT TEMPTATION, ON ACCOUNT OF WHICH HE WAS ON THE POINT OF LEAVING THE ORDER
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About the beginning of the Order, and during the lifetime of St
Francis, a young man from Assisi took the habit, whose name was Simon;
and the Lord adorned him with such graces and such elevation of mind,
that all his life long he was a mirror of sanctity, as I have heard
from those who lived with him for a long time. He very seldom left his
cell, and whenever he was in company with the brothers he spoke always
of God. He had never learned grammar, yet he talked of divine things
and of the love of Christ in so elevated a way and with such profound
wisdom, that his words seemed to be supernatural. One evening he went
into the wood with Brother James of Massa to speak of God, and they
spent the whole night conversing sweetly on divine love. When morning
dawned they seemed to have been together but a few minutes, as the said
Brother James told me himself. Brother Simon was so completely absorbed
by the joy of these divine communications with God, and his spirit was
so overflowing with love, that he was often obliged to lie down, as the
tranquil sweetness which came over him with the Holy Spirit required
not only the repose of the soul, but likewise that of the body; and
during these divine visitations he was often rapt in God, and quite
insensible to all bodily things. On one occasion, as he was thus rapt
in God, and insensible to the world, his heart was so burning with
divine love that his bodily senses were dead to all things external. A
brother wishing to convince himself if this really was the case, as it
appeared to be, took a piece of burning coal out of the fire, and put
it on his foot; and Brother Simon, neither felt it, nor did it leave
any mark, though it was left there some time, until it went out of
itself. The said Brother Simon, when he sat down to his meals, before
nourishing his body took and gave to those around him the nourishment
of the soul, by speaking of God. A young man of San Severino, who had
been excessively vain and worldly, and who was of noble blood and of
delicate habits, was converted by means of the holy conversation of
Brother Simon, and entered the Order. When he received him into the
convent he took from him his secular dress, and the young man remained
with Brother Simon, to be instructed in the Rule. The devil, who is
ever on the watch to do evil, tempted him so strongly in the flesh,
that he felt it impossible to resist; and going to Brother Simon, he
said to him: "Give me back my clothes which I wore in the world, as I
cannot resist this temptation of the flesh." Brother Simon, feeling for
him great compassion, said to him: "Sit down here awhile with me, my
son"; and he spoke to him of God so earnestly, that the temptation left
him. Shortly after, however, it returned, and he went again and asked
for his clothes, and Brother Simon delivered him from it by speaking to
him of God, and he did the same thing several times. At last, one night
the temptation assailed him again with such force, that he felt it was
quite impossible to resist; and he went to Brother Simon, and implored
him to give him back his scholar's dress, as he could no longer remain
in the convent. Then Brother Simon, as usual, made him sit down by his
side, and talked to him of God; the young man listened, and bowing his
head sorrowfully, laid it on Brother Simon's breast. The latter, filled
with compassion, raised his eyes to heaven, and prayed that the Lord
would have pity on him. As he prayed he was rapt in ecstasy, and his
prayer was granted. When he came back to himself, he found the young
man quite freed from the temptation, and as calm as if he had never
been assaulted; the evil spirit which had raged in his heart was, as it
were, converted into the Spirit of God, for he had approached the
burning coal of divine love - that is to say, Brother Simon - and his
heart henceforth was inflamed with the love of God and of his
neighbours. Finding himself on one occasion with a malefactor who had
been condemned to have both eyes torn out, this young man felt such
compassion for him that he went bodily to the governor, and in full
council implored him with tears and prayers to allow him to give one of
his eyes, so that the malefactor might not lose both. The governor and
all those who composed his council were so touched by the charity of
the monk, that they pardoned the culprit. Brother Simon being one day
in prayer in the forest, and being greatly annoyed by a flock of crows
who disturbed him in his meditations by their cries, he ordered them in
the name of Christ, to go away, and never to return again; and the
birds flew away at his command, and were never again seen or heard in
all the country round about. And all the custody of Fermo, where the
convent was situated, bore testimony to this miracle.
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