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The Little Flowers of Saint Francis of Assisi by Brother Ugolino
CHAPTER XXXII HOW BROTHER MASSEO OBTAINED FROM CHRIST THE VIRTUE OF HUMILITY
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The first companions of St Francis set themselves with all their might
to follow holy poverty with regard to earthly things, and to acquire
every other virtue, as the sure means of obtaining celestial and
eternal riches. It happened, therefore, that one day, as they were
assembled together to speak of things divine, one of them related the
following example: "There was a man, a great friend of God, to whom had
been given the grace of a life contemplative as well as active. He was
at the same time so humble, that he looked upon himself as a very great
sinner; and his humility was to him a means of sanctification, and
confirmed him in the grace of God; for it caused him to increase in
virtue, and saved him from falling into sin." And Brother Masseo,
hearing such wonderful things of humility, and knowing it to be one of
the greatest treasures of life eternal, was so inflamed with a love and
desire of this virtue of humility, that he lifted his eyes to heaven
with much fervour, and made a vow and firm resolution never again to
rejoice until he should feel the said virtue to be firmly established
in his soul. From that moment he was constantly shut up in his cell,
maserating his body with fasts and vigils and prayers, weeping before
the Lord, and earnestly imploring him to grant him this virtue, without
which he felt that he was only worthy of hell, and with which the
friend of God of whom he had heard was so richly endowed. Brother
Masseo having passed several days in this state of mind, as he was
entering the forest and asking the Lord, who willingly listens to the
prayers of the humble, with cries and tears to grant him this divine
virtue, he heard a voice from heaven, which called him twice: "Brother
Masseo! Brother Masseo!" And he, knowing in his spirit that it was the
voice of Christ, answered: "My Lord." Then Christ answered: "What wilt
thou give in exchange for this virtue which thou askest for?" And
Brother Masseo answered: "Lord, I will willingly give the eyes out of
my head." Christ answered: "I grant thee the virtue, and command at the
same time that thou keep thine eyes." And having said these words, the
voice was silent; and Brother Masseo was so filled with the grace of
humility, that from thenceforward he was constantly rejoicing. And
often when he was in prayer he was heard to utter a joyful sound, like
the song of a bird, resembling "U-u-u", and his face bore a most holy
and happy expression. With this he grew so humble that he esteemed
himself less than all other men in the world. And Brother James of
Fallerone having asked him why in his joy he used always the same
sound, he replied gaily, that when in one way he found all good he saw
no reason to change it.
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