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The Little Flowers of Saint Francis of Assisi by Brother Ugolino
CHAPTER XV HOW ST CLARE ATE WITH ST FRANCIS AND HIS COMPANIONS AT ST MARY OF THE ANGELS
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St Francis, when residing at Assisi, often visited St Clare, to give
her holy counsel. And she, having a great desire to eat once with him,
often begged him to grant her this request; but the saint would never
allow her this consolation. His companions, therefore, being aware of
the refusal of St Francis, and knowing how great was the wish of Sister
Clare to eat with him, went to seek him, and thus addressed him:
"Father, it seems to us that this severity on thy part in not granting
so small a thing to Sister Clare, a virgin so holy and so dear to God,
who merely asks for once to eat with thee, is not according to holy
charity, especially if we consider how it was at thy preaching that she
abandoned the riches and pomps of this words. Of a truth, if she were
to ask of thee even a greater grace than this, thou shouldst grant it
to thy spiritual daughter." St Francis answered: "It seems to you,
then, that I ought to grant her this request?" His companions made
answer: "Yea, father, it is meet that thou grant her this favour and
this consolation." St Francis answered: "As you think so, let it be so,
then; but, in order that she may be the more consoled, I will that the
meal do take place in front of St Mary of the Angels, because, having
been for so long time shut up in San Damiano, it will do her good to
see the church of St Mary, wherein she took the veil, and was made a
spouse of Christ. There, then, we will eat together in the name of
God." When the appointed day arrived, St Clare left her convent with
great joy, taking with her one of her sisters, and followed by the
companions of St Francis. She arrived at St Mary of the Angels, and
having devoutly saluted the Virgin Mary, before whose altar her hair
had been cut off, and she had received the veil, they conducted her to
the convent, and showed her all over it. In the meantime St Francis
prepared the meal on the bare ground, as was his custom. The hour of
dinner being arrived, St Francis and St Clare, with one of the brethren
of St Francis and the sister who had accompanied the saint, sat down
together, all the other companions of St Francis seated humbly round
them. When the first dish was served, St Francis began to speak of God
so sweetly, so sublimely, and in a manner so wonderful, that the grace
of God visited them abundantly, and all were rapt in Christ. Whilst
they were thus rapt, with eyes and hearts raised to heaven, the people
of Assisi and of Bettona, and all the country round about, saw St Mary
of the Angels as it were on fire, with the convent and the woods
adjoining. It seemed to them as if the church, the convent, and the
woods were all enveloped in flames; and the inhabitants of Assisi
hastened with great speed to put out the fire. On arriving at the
convent, they found no fire; and entering within the gates they saw St
Francis, St Clare, with all their companions, sitting round their
humble meal, absorbed in contemplation; then knew they of a certainty,
that what they had seen was a celestial fire, not a material one, which
God miraculously had sent to bear witness to the divine flame of love
which consumed the souls of those holy brethren and nuns; and they
returned home with great consolation in their hearts, and much holy
edification. After a long lapse of time, St Francis, St Clare, and
their companions came back to themselves; and, being fully restored by
the spiritual food, cared not to eat that which had been prepared for
them; so that, the holy meal being finished, St Clare, well
accompanied, returned to San Damiano, where the sisters received her
with great joy, as they had feared that St Francis might have sent her
to rule some other convent, as he had already sent St Agnes, the sister
of the saint, to be Abbess of the Convent of Monticelli, at Florence.
For St Francis had often said to St Clare, "Be ready, in case I send
thee to some other convent"; and she, like a daughter of holy
obedience, had answered, "Father, I am always ready to go whithersoever
thou shalt send me." For which reason the sisters greatly rejoiced when
she returned to them, and St Clare was from that time much consoled.
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