Sacred Signs by Romano Guardini
STEPS
THE more we think about these long-familiar
things the clearer
does their meaning grow. Things we have done
thousands of times,
if we will only look into them more deeply,
will disclose to us
their beauty. If we will listen, they will
speak.
After their meaning has been revealed to us,
the next step is to
enter upon our inheritance and make what we
have long possessed
really our own. We must learn how to see, how
to hear, how to do
things the right way. Such a
learning-by-looking, growing-by-
learning, is what matters. Regarded any other
way these things
keep their secret. They remain dark and mute.
Regarded thus, they
yield to us their essential nature, that
nature which formed them
to their outward shapes. Make trial for
yourself. The most
commonplace everyday objects and actions hide
matters of deepest
import. Under the simplest exteriors lie the
greatest mysteries.
Steps are an instance. Every one of the
innumerable times we go
upstairs a change, though too slight and
subtle to be
perceptible, takes place in us. There is
something mysterious in
the act of ascending. Our intelligence would
be puzzled to
explain it, but instinctively we feel that it
is so. We are made
that way.
When the feet mount the steps, the whole man,
including his
spiritual substance, goes up with them. All
ascension, all going
up, if we will but give it thought, is motion
in the direction of
that high place where everything is great,
everything made
perfect.
For this sense we have that heaven is "up"
rather than "down" we
depend on something in us deeper than our
reasoning powers. How
can God be up or down? The only approach to
God is by becoming
better morally, and what has spiritual
improvement to do with a
material action like going up a pair of
stairs? What has pure
being to do with a rise in the position of our
bodies? There is
no explanation. Yet the natural figure of
speech for what is
morally bad is baseness, and a good and noble
action we call a
high action. In our minds we make a
connection, unintelligible
but real, between rising up and the spiritual
approach to God;
and Him we call the All-Highest.
So the steps that lead from the street to the
church remind us
that in going up into the house of prayer we
are coming nearer to
God; the steps from the nave to the choir,
that we are entering
in before the All-Holy. The steps between the
choir and the altar
say to whoever ascends them the same words
that God spoke to
Moses on Mount Horeb: "Put your shoes
from off your feet, for the
place whereon thou standest is holy ground."
The altar is the
threshold of eternity.
It is a great idea that if we go up even a
common stairway with
our minds on what we are doing, we really do
leave below the base
and trivial, and are in actual fact ascending
up on high. Words
are not very adequate; but the Christian knows
that when he
ascends it is the Lord that ascends. In him
the Lord repeats his
own ascension. That is what steps mean.
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