Sacred Signs by Romano Guardini
STRIKING THE BREAST
WHEN the priest begins Holy Mass, while he is
standing at the
foot of the altar, the faithful, or the
servers in their stead,
say "I confess to Almighty God...that I
have sinned exceedingly
in thought, word and deed, through my fault,
through my fault,
through my most grievous fault," and each
time they confess their
guilt they strike their breasts. What is the
significance of this
striking the breast?
All its meaning lies in its being rightly
done. To brush one's
clothes with the tips of one's fingers is not
to strike the
breast. We should beat upon our breasts with
our closed fists. In
the old picture of Saint Jerome in the desert
he is kneeling on
the ground and striking his breast with a
stone. It is an honest
blow, not an elegant gesture. To strike the
breast is to beat
against the gates of our inner world in order
to shatter them.
This is its significance.
That world, that inner world, should be full
of light, strength,
and active energy. Is it? We should engage
most earnestly in the
search to find out how it really stands with
us within. What has
our response been to the grave demands made on
us by duty? By our
neighbors, needs? By the decisions we were
called on to make?
Scarcely anything stirs in answer. We have
loaded ourselves with
innumerable offences. Do they trouble us? "In
the midst of life
we are in death." We hardly give it a
thought. "Awake, look into
yourself, bethink yourself, reflect, repent,
do penance." It is
the voice of God. Striking the breast is the
visible sign that we
hear that summons. Let the blow penetrate. Let
it rouse up that
sleeping inner world. Let it wake us up, and
make us see, and
turn to God.
And when we do reflect, what do we see? We see
our lives trifled
away, God's commandments transgressed, duties
neglected, "through
my fault, through my fault, through my most
grievous fault." A
world of guilt lies imprisoned within our
breasts. There is but
one way to get rid of it, by the whole-hearted
confession that "I
have sinned in thought, word and deed against
God most holy,
against the communion of saints." The
soul moves over to the side
of God and takes his part against herself. We
think of ourselves
as God thinks of us. We are stirred to anger
against ourselves on
account of our sins, and we punish ourselves
with a blow.
The blow also is to wake us up. It is to shake
the soul awake
into the consciousness that God is calling, so
that she may hear,
and take his part and punish herself. She
reflects, repents and
is contrite. It is for this reason that priest
and people strike
their breasts when they confess their sins at
the foot of the
altar.
Before Communion also we strike our breasts
when the priest holds
up for us to see the Body of the Lord, and we
say, "Lord, I am
not worthy that thou shouldst enter under my
roof, and again, in
the litany when we confess our guilt and say,
"We sinners beseech
thee to hear us." But in these customs
the force of the meaning
of the rite has been weakened, as it has been
also when the Host
or Chalice is lifted up, or in the Angelus at
the words, "The
Word was made flesh and dwelt among us."
The gesture in these
instances has come to mean no more than
reverence or humility.
Its astringency should be restored. It is a
summons to repentance
and to the self-inflicted punishment of a
contrite heart.
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