Sacred Signs by Romano Guardini
THE HANDS
EVERY part of the body is an expressive
instrument of the soul.
The soul does not inhabit the body as a man
inhabits a house. It
lives and works in each member, each fibre,
and reveals itself in
the body's every line, contour and movement.
But the soul's chief
instruments and clearest mirrors are the face
and hands.
Of the face this is obviously true. But if you
will watch other
people (or yourself), you will notice how
instantly every
slightest feeling,--pleasure, surprise,
suspense,--shows in the
hand. A quick lifting of the hand or a flicker
of the fingers say
far more than words. By comparison with a
language so natural and
expressive the spoken word is clumsy. Next to
the face, the part
of the body fullest of mind is the hand. It is
a hard strong tool
for work, a ready weapon of attack and
defence,--but also, with
its delicate structure and network of
innumerable nerves, it is
adaptable, flexible, and highly sensitive. It
is a skilful
workmanlike contrivance for the soul to make
herself known by. It
is also an organ of receptivity for matter
from outside
ourselves. For when we clasp the extended hand
of a stranger are
we not receiving from a foreign source the
confidence, pleasure,
sympathy or sorrow that his hand conveys?
So it could not but be that in prayer, where
the soul has so much
to say to, so much to learn from, God, where
she gives herself to
him and receives him to herself, the hand
should take on
expressive forms.
When we enter into ourselves and the soul is
alone with God, our
hands closely interlock, finger clasped in
finger, in a gesture
of compression and control. It is as if we
would prevent the
inner current from escaping by conducting it
from hand to hand
and so back again to God who is within us,
holding it there. It
is as if we were collecting all our forces in
order to keep guard
over the hidden God, so that he who is mine
and I who am his
should be left alone together. Our hands take
the same position
when some dire need or pain weighs heavily on
us and threatens to
break out. Hand then locks in hand and the
soul struggles with
itself until it gets control and grows quiet
again.
But when we stand in God's presence in
heart-felt reverence and
humility, the open hands are laid together
palm against palm in
sign of steadfast subjection and obedient
homage, as if to say
that the words we ourselves would speak are in
good order, and
that we are ready and attentive to hear the
words of God. Or it
may be a sign of inner surrender. These hands,
our weapons of
defence, are laid, as it were, tied and bound
together between
the hands of God.
In moments of jubilant thanksgiving when the
soul is entirely
open to God with every reserve done away with
and every passage
of its instrument unstopped, and it flows at
the full outwards
and upwards, then the hands are uplifted and
spread apart with
the palms up to let the river of the spirit
stream out unhindered
and to receive in turn the water for which it
thirsts. So too
when we long for God and cry out to him.
Finally when sacrifice is called for and we
gather together all
we are and all we have and offer ourselves to
God with full
consent, then we lay our arms over our breast
and make with them
the sign of the cross.
There is greatness and beauty in this language
of the hands. The
Church tells us that God has given us our
hands in order that we
may "carry our souls" in them. The
Church is fully in earnest in
the use she makes of the language of gesture.
She speaks through
it her inmost mind, and God gives ear to this
mode of speaking.
Our hands may also indicate the goods we
lack,--our unchecked
impulses, our distractions, and other faults.
Let us hold them as
the Church directs and see to it that there is
a real
correspondence between the interior and
exterior attitude.
In matters such as this we are on delicate
ground. We would
prefer not to talk about things of this order.
Something within
us objects. Let us then avoid all empty and
unreal talk and
concentrate the more carefully on the actual
doing. That is a
form of speech by which the plain realities of
the body say to
God what its soul means and intends.
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