Sacred Signs by Romano Guardini
BELLS
SPACE enclosed within the walls of a church
reminds us of God. It
has been made over to him as his own
possession and is filled
with his presence. Walled round, vaulted over,
shut off from the
world, it is turned inward toward the God who
hides himself in
mystery.
But what of space unenclosed, that vast
expanse that stretches
over the level earth on all sides, boundless,
high above the
highest hills, filling the deepest valleys
which those hills
encircle? Has it no connection with things
holy?
It has indeed, and the symbol of this
connection is the steeple
with its bells.
The steeple is an integral part of God's
house, and rises out of
it up into the free air, and takes possession
of all wide space
in God's name. And the heavy bronze bells in
the belfrey tower,
so beautifully molded, swing about their shaft
and send out peal
on peal in waves of good loud sound. High and
quick, or full-
toned and measured, or roaring deep and slow,
they pour out a
flood of sound that fills the air with news of
the Kingdom.
News from afar, news of the infinitely
limitless God, news of
mall's bottomless desire, and of its
inexhaustible fulfilment.
The bells are a summons to those "men of
desire" whose hearts are
open to far-off things.
The sound of bells stirs in us the feeling of
distance. When they
clang out from a steeple rising above a wide
plain and their
sound is carried to every point of the
compass, and on and on to
the hazy blue horizon, our wishes follow them
as long as they are
audible, until it comes home to us that there
is no satisfaction
of desire in far distant hopes, or indeed in
anything outside
ourselves.
Or, when the pealing bells of a mountain-built
church flood the
valley with their clamor or send the sound
straight up to the
zenith, the listener, straining to follow,
feels his heart expand
beyond its usual narrow limits.
Or again, the bell tones in some green
glimmering forest may
reach us faintly, as from a great distance,
too far off to tell
from where, and old memories stir, and we
strive to catch the
sounds and to remember what it is they remind
us of.
At such moments we have a perception of the
meaning of space. We
feel the pull of height, and stretch our wings
and try to respond
to infinitude.
The bells remind us of the world's immensity
and man's still more
immeasurable desires, and that only in the
infinite God we can
find our peace.
O Lord, this my soul is wider than the world,
its longing from
depths deeper than any valley, the pain of
desire is more
troubling than the faint lost bell notes. Only
thyself canst fill
so vast an emptiness.
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