Sacred Signs by Romano Guardini
ASHES
ON the edge of the woods grows a larkspur. Its
glorious blue
blossom rising on its bending stalk from among
the dark green
curiously-shaped leaves fills the air with
color. A passerby
picks the flower, loses interest in it and
throws it into the
fire, and in a short moment all that is left
of that splendid
show is a thin streak of grey ash.
What fire does in an instant, time is always
doing to everything
that lives. The delicate fern, the stout
mullein, the rooted oak,
butterflies, darting swallows, nimble
squirrels, heavy oxen, all
of them, equally, sooner or later, by
accident, disease, hunger,
cold,--all these clear-cut forms, all this
flourishing life,
turns to a little ash, a handful of dry dust,
which every breeze
scatters this way and that. All this brilliant
color, all this
sensitive, breathing life, falls into pale,
feeble, dead earth,
and less than earth, into ashes. It is the
same with ourselves.
We look into an opened grave and shiver: a few
bones, a handful
of ash-grey dust.
Remember man
that dust thou art
and unto dost shalt thou return.
Ashes signify man's overthrow by time. Our own
swift passage,
ours and not someone else's, ours, mine. When
at the beginning of
Lent the priest takes the burnt residue of the
green branches of
the last Palm Sunday and inscribes with it on
my forehead the
sign of the cross, it is to remind me of my
death.
Memento homo
quia pulvis
est et in pulverem reverteris.
Everything turns to ashes, everything
whatever. This house I live
in, these clothes I am wearing, my household
stuff, my money, my
fields, meadows, woods, the dog that follows
me, my horse in his
stall, this hand I am writing with, these eyes
that read what I
write, all the rest of my body, people I have
loved, people I
have hated, or been afraid of, whatever was
great in my eyes upon
earth, whatever small and contemptible, all
without exception
will fall back into dust.
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