Sacred Signs by Romano Guardini
CANDLES
WE stand in a double and contrary relationship
to objects outside
ourselves. We stand to the world and all its
contents as when God
brought the animals to the first man for him
to name. Among them
all Adam could find no companion. Between man
and the rest of
creation there is a barrier of difference,
which neither
scientific knowledge nor moral depravity can
remove or efface.
Man is of another make from every other
earthly creature. To him
they are foreign. His kinship is with God.
On the other hand he is related to everything
that exists in the
world. Everywhere we feel somehow at home. The
shapes, attitudes,
movements of objects all speak to us, all are
a means of
communication. It is the incessant occupation
of the human soul
to express through them its own interior life,
and to make them
serve as its signs and symbols. Every notable
form we come across
strikes us as expressing something in our own
nature, and reminds
us of ourselves.
This feeling of our connection with things is
the source of
metaphor and simile. We are profoundly
estranged from, yet
mysteriously connected with, outside objects.
They are not us,
and yet all that is or happens is an image to
us of ourselves.
One of these image-objects strikes me, and I
think most people,
as having more than ordinary force and beauty.
It is that of a
lighted candle. There it rises, firmly fixed
in the metal cup on
the broad-based, long-shafted candlestick,
spare and white, yet
not wan, distinct against whatever background,
consuming in the
little flame that flickers above it the pure
substance of the wax
in softly-shining light. It seems a symbol of
selfless
generosity. It stands so unwavering in its
place, so erect, so
clear and disinterested, in perfect readiness
to be of service.
It stands, where it is well to stand, before
God.
It stands in its appointed place,
self-consumed in light and
warmth.
Yes, of course the candle is unconscious of
what it does. It has
no soul. But we can give it a soul by making
it an expression of
our own attitude.
Stir up in yourself the same generous
readiness to be used.
"Lord, here am I." Let the clean,
spare, serviceable candle
bespeak your own attitude. Let your readiness
grow into steadfast
loyalty. Even as this candle, O Lord, would I
stand in your
presence.
Do not weaken in or try to evade your
vocation. Persevere. Do not
keep asking why and to what purpose. To be
consumed in truth and
love, in light and warmth, for God, is the
profoundest purpose of
human life.
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