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Book X
OF THE COMMANDMENT OF LOVING GOD ABOVE ALL THINGS.
CHAPTER VII. EXPLANATION OF THE PRECEDING CHAPTER.
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We do not always know, nor ever with perfect certainty (at least with
certainty of faith), whether we have the true love of God which is required
for salvation; still we have many marks of it, amongst which the most
assured and almost infallible appears when some great love of creatures
opposes itself to the designs of God's love; for then, if divine love is in
the soul, it displays the greatness of the credit and authority which it has
over the will, showing effectively, not only that it has no master, but that
it has not even a companion, repressing and overthrowing all opposition, and
making its intentions obeyed. When the unhappy troop of diabolic spirits,
revolting from their Creator, essayed to draw to their faction the holy
company of the blessed spirits, the glorious S. Michael, animating his
comrades to the fidelity which they owed to their God, cried with loud voice
(but in angelic sort) through the heavenly Jerusalem: "Who is like to God?"
And by this word he overthrew that traitor Lucifer with his rout, who would
have equalled themselves with the divine majesty; and thence, as it is said,
the name was given to S. Michael, since Michael simply means Who is like to
God? And when the loves of created things would draw our hearts to their
party, to make us disobedient to the divine majesty, if the great divine
love be found in the soul, it makes head against it, as another S. Michael,
and establishes the powers and forces of the soul in God's service by this
word of steadfastness: Who is like to God? What goodness is there in
creatures which ought to draw the human heart into rebellion against the
sovereign goodness of its God?
When the holy and noble Joseph perceived that the love of his mistress
tended to the ruin of that which was due to his master: Ah! said he, be it
far from me that I should violate the respect which I owe to my master, who
reposes so much trust in me? How then can I do this wicked thing, and sin
against my God? [457] Mark, Theotimus, how there are three loves in the
heart of this admirable Joseph, for he loves his mistress, his master, and
God; but as soon as his mistress's love rises up against his master's, he
suddenly forsakes it and flies, as he would also have forsaken his master's,
if he had found it contrary to God's. Amongst all loves, God's is so to be
preferred that we must always stand prepared in mind to forsake them all for
that alone.
Abraham loved Sarai and Agar, and until Agar began to despise her mistress
it could not well have been discerned which he loved the better. But when
these two loves came into comparison with one another, the good Abraham made
quite clear which was the stronger. For no sooner had Sarai complained that
she was contemned by Agar, than he told her: Behold thy handmaid is in thy
own hand, use her as it pleaseth thee. [458] Wherefore Sarai so afflicted
the poor Agar that she was driven to run away. Divine love is willing for us
to have other loves; nor can we easily discover which is the chief love of
our heart: for this human heart often draws most affectionately into its
complacency the love of creatures; yea, on many occasions it makes the acts
of its affection for the creature far more numerous than that of its
dilection for its Creator. Yet all the time sacred dilection ceases not to
excel all the other loves, as the events show when the creature is opposed
to the Creator; for then we take the part of sacred dilection, submitting
unto it all our other affections.
There is often a difference, among created things, between greatness and
goodness. One of Cleopatra's pearls was worth more than our highest
mountain; but the latter is much greater: the one has more bulk, the other
more worth. It is made a question whether the honour which a prince achieves
in war by feats of arms, or that which he merits by justice in time of peace
be greater; and it seems to me that military glory is grander, and the other
better; as, among instruments, drums and trumpets make more noise, lutes and
virginals more melody; the sound of the one is stronger, of the other
sweeter and more spiritual. An ounce of balm gives not so strong an odour as
a pound of oil of lavender, but at the same time the smell of balm is better
and more agreeable.
Truly, Theotimus, you will see a mother so busy about her child that she
might seem to have no other love but that, having eyes only to see it, mouth
to kiss it, breast to give it suck, care to bring it up; and one would think
that her husband was nothing to her, in respect of her child; but if she had
to make choice which she would lose, then would be plainly seen that she
more values her husband, and that though the love of her child was more
tender, more pressing and passionate, yet that other was the more excellent,
stronger and better. So when a heart loves God in respect of his infinite
goodness, with however little a portion of this excellent love, it will
prefer God's will before all things, and in all the occasions that present
themselves it will forsake everything, to preserve itself in grace with the
sovereign goodness, and nothing whatever will divert it from this. So that,
though this divine love does not always so sensibly affect and melt the
heart as do the other loves; yet, on occasions, it performs actions so noble
and excellent, that one of them only is better than ten millions of the
others. Rabbits are incomparably fertile, elephants never have more than one
calf; but this little elephant alone is of greater price than all the
rabbits in the world. Our love towards creatures often abounds in the
multitude of productions; but when sacred love acts its work is so eminent
that it surpasses all: for it causes God to be preferred before all things,
without reserve.
[457] Gen. xxxix. 8.
[458] Gen. xvi. 6.
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