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On Loving God St. Bernard of Clairvaux
Chapter II. On loving God. How much god deserves love from man in recognition of His
gifts, both material and spiritual: and how these gifts should be cherished
without neglect of the Giver
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Those who admit the truth of what I have said know, I am sure, why we
are bound to love God. But if unbelievers will not grant it, their
ingratitude is at once confounded by His innumerable benefits, lavished
on our race, and plainly discerned by the senses. Who is it that gives
food to all flesh, light to every eye, air to all that breathe? It
would be foolish to begin a catalogue, since I have just called them
innumerable: but I name, as notable instances, food, sunlight and air;
not because they are God's best gifts, but because they are essential
to bodily life. Man must seek in his own higher nature for the highest
gifts; and these are dignity, wisdom and virtue. By dignity I mean
free-will, whereby he not only excels all other earthly creatures, but
has dominion over them. Wisdom is the power whereby he recognizes this
dignity, and perceives also that it is no accomplishment of his own.
And virtue impels man to seek eagerly for Him who is man's Source, and
to lay fast hold on Him when He has been found.
Now, these three best gifts have each a twofold character. Dignity
appears not only as the prerogative of human nature, but also as the
cause of that fear and dread of man which is upon every beast of the
earth. Wisdom perceives this distinction, but owns that though in us,
it is, like all good qualities, not of us. And lastly, virtue moves us
to search eagerly for an Author, and, when we have found Him, teaches
us to cling to Him yet more eagerly. Consider too that dignity without
wisdom is nothing worth; and wisdom is harmful without virtue, as this
argument following shows: There is no glory in having a gift without
knowing it. But to know only that you have it, without knowing that it
is not of yourself that you have it, means self-glorying, but no true
glory in God. And so the apostle says to men in such cases, What hast
thou that thou didst not receive? Now, if thou didst receive it, why
dost thou glory as if thou hadst not received it? (I Cor. 4.7). He
asks, Why dost thou glory? but goes on, as if thou hadst not received
it, showing that the guilt is not in glorying over a possession, but in
glorying as though it had not been received. And rightly such glorying
is called vain-glory, since it has not the solid foundation of truth.
The apostle shows how to discern the true glory from the false, when he
says, He that glorieth, let him glory in the Lord, that is, in the
Truth, since our Lord is Truth (I Cor. 1.31; John 14.6).
We must know, then, what we are, and that it is not of ourselves that
we are what we are. Unless we know this thoroughly, either we shall not
glory at all, or our glorying will be vain. Finally, it is written, If
thou know not, go thy way forth by the footsteps of the flock' (Cant.
1.8). And this is right. For man, being in honor, if he know not his
own honor, may fitly be compared, because of such ignorance, to the
beasts that perish. Not knowing himself as the creature that is
distinguished from the irrational brutes by the possession of reason,
he commences to be confounded with them because, ignorant of his own
true glory which is within, he is led captive by his curiosity, and
concerns himself with external, sensual things. So he is made to
resemble the lower orders by not knowing that he has been more highly
endowed than they.
We must be on our guard against this ignorance. We must not rank
ourselves too low; and with still greater care we must see that we do
not think of ourselves more highly than we ought to think, as happens
when we foolishly impute to ourselves whatever good may be in us. But
far more than either of these kinds of ignorance, we must hate and shun
that presumption which would lead us to glory in goods not our own,
knowing that they are not of ourselves but of God, and yet not fearing
to rob God of the honor due unto Him. For mere ignorance, as in the
first instance, does not glory at all; and mere wisdom, as in the
second, while it has a kind of glory, yet does not glory in the Lord.
In the third evil case, however, man sins not in ignorance but
deliberately, usurping the glory which belongs to God. And this
arrogance is a more grievous and deadly fault than the ignorance of the
second, since it contemns God, while the other knows Him not. Ignorance
is brutal, arrogance is devilish. Pride only, the chief of all
iniquities, can make us treat gifts as if they were rightful attributes
of our nature, and, while receiving benefits, rob our Benefactor of His
due glory.
Wherefore to dignity and wisdom we must add virtue, the proper fruit of
them both. Virtue seeks and finds Him who is the Author and Giver of
all good, and who must be in all things glorified; otherwise, one who
knows what is right yet fails to perform it, will be beaten with many
stripes (Luke 12.47). Why? you may ask. Because he has failed to put
his knowledge to good effect, but rather has imagined mischief upon his
bed (PS. 36.4); like a wicked servant, he has turned aside to seize the
glory which, his own knowledge assured him, belonged only to his good
Lord and Master. It is plain, therefore, that dignity without wisdom is
useless and that wisdom without virtue is accursed. But when one
possesses virtue, then wisdom and dignity are not dangerous but
blessed. Such a man calls on God and lauds Him, confessing from a full
heart, Not unto us, O Lord, not unto us, but unto Thy name give glory'
(PS. 115.1). Which is to say, O Lord, we claim no knowledge, no
distinction for ourselves; all is Thine, since from Thee all things do
come.'
But we have digressed too far in the wish to prove that even those who
know not Christ are sufficiently admonished by the natural law, and by
their own endowments of soul and body, to love God for God's own sake.
To sum up: what infidel does not know that he has received light, air,
food--all things necessary for his own body's life--from Him alone who
giveth food to all flesh (Ps. 136.25), who maketh His sun to rise on
the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the
unjust (Matt. 5.45). Who is so impious as to attribute the peculiar
eminence of humanity to any other except to Him who saith, in Genesis,
Let us make man in Our image, after Our likeness'? (Gen. 1.26). Who
else could be the Bestower of wisdom, but He that teacheth man
knowledge? (Ps. 94.10). Who else could bestow virtue except the Lord of
virtue? Therefore even the infidel who knows not Christ but does at
least know himself, is bound to love God for God's own sake. He is
unpardonable if he does not love the Lord his God with all his heart,
and with all his soul, and with all his mind; for his own innate
justice and common sense cry out from within that he is bound wholly to
love God, from whom he has received all things. But it is hard, nay
rather, impossible, for a man by his own strength or in the power of
free-will to render all things to God from whom they came, without
rather turning them aside, each to his own account, even as it is
written, For all seek their own' (Phil. 2.21); and again, The
imagination of man's heart is evil from his youth' (Gen. 8.21).
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