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The Life of Blessed Anne Catherine Emmerich
ANNE CATHERINE EMMERICH 1774-1824
RELIGIOUS OF THE ORDER OF ST. AUGUSTINE, AT THE CONVENT OF AGNETENBERG, DULMEN, WESTPHALIA.
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ANNE CATHERINE EMMERICH was born at Flamske, a village situated about a
mile and a half from Coesfeld, in the bishopric of Munster, on the 8th
of September 1774, and was baptised in the church of St. James at
Coesfeld. Her parents, Bernard Emmerich and Anne Hiller, were poor
peasants, but distinguished for their piety and virtue.
The childhood of Anne Catherine bore a striking resemblance to that of
the Venerable Anne Garzias de St. Barthelemi, of Dominica del Paradiso,
and of several other holy persons born in the same rank of life as
herself. Her angel-guardian used to appear to her as a child; and when
she was taking care of sheep in the fields, the Good Shepherd himself,
under the form of a young shepherd, would frequently come to her
assistance. From childhood she was accustomed to have divine knowledge
imparted to her in visions of all kinds, and was often favoured by
visits from the Mother of God and Queen of Heaven, who, under the form
of a sweet, lovely, and majestic lady, would bring the Divine Child to
be, as it were, her companion, and would assure her that she loved and
would ever protect her. Many of the saints would also appear to her,
and receive from her hands the garlands of flowers which she had
prepared in honour of their festivals. All these favours and visions
surprised the child less than if an earthly princess and the lords and
ladies of her court had come to visit her. Nor was she, later in life,
more surprised at these celestial visits, for her innocence caused her
to feel far more at her ease with our Divine Lord, his Blessed Mother
and the Saints, than she could ever be with even the most kind and
amiable of her earthly companions. The names of Father, Mother,
Brother, and Spouse, appeared to her expressive of the real connections
subsisting between God and man, since the Eternal Word had been pleased
to be born of a woman, and so to become our Brother, and these sacred
titles were not mere words in her mouth.
While yet a child, she used to speak with innocent candour and
simplicity of all that she saw, and her listeners would be filled with
admiration at the histories she would relate from Holy Writ; but their
questions and remarks having sometimes disturbed her peace of mind, she
determined to keep silence on such subjects for the future. In her
innocence of heart, she thought that it was not right to talk of things
of this sort, that other persons never did so, and that her speech
should be only Yea, yea, and Nay, nay, or Praise be to Jesus Christ.
The visions with which she was favoured were so like realities, and
appeared to her so sweet and delightful, that she supposed all
Christian children were favoured with the same; and she concluded that
those who never talked on such subjects were only more discreet and
modest than herself, so she resolved to keep silence also, to be like
them.
Almost from her cradle she possessed the gift of distinguishing what
was good or evil, holy or profane, blessed or accursed, in material as
well as in spiritual things, thus resembling St. Sibyllina of Pavia,
Ida of Louvain, Ursula Benincasa, and some other holy souls. In her
earliest childhood she used to bring out of the fields useful herbs,
which no one had ever before discovered to be good for anything, and
plant them near her father's cottage, or in some spot where she was
accustomed to work and play; while on the other hand she would root up
all poisonous plants, and particularly those ever used for
superstitious practices or in dealings with the devil. Were she by
chance in a place where some great crime had been committed, she would
hastily run away, or begin to pray and do penance. She used also to
perceive by intuition when she was in a consecrated spot, return thanks
to God, and be filled with a sweet feeling of peace. When a priest
passed by with the Blessed Sacrament, even at a great distance from her
home or from the place where she was taking care of her flock, she
would feel a strong attraction in the direction whence he was coming,
run to meet him, and be kneeling in the road, adoring the Blessed
Sacrament, long before he could reach the spot.
She knew when any object was consecrated, and experienced a feeling of
disgust and repugnance when in the neighbourhood of old pagan
cemeteries, whereas she was attracted to the sacred remains of the
saints as steel by the magnet. When relics were shown to her, she knew
what saints they had belonged to, and could give not only accounts of
the minutest and hitherto unknown particulars of their lives, but also
histories of the relics themselves, and of the places where they had
been preserved. During her whole life she had continual intercourse
with the souls in purgatory; and all her actions and prayers were
offered for the relief of their sufferings. She was frequently called
upon to assist them, and even reminded in some miraculous manner, if
she chanced to forget them. Often, while yet very young, she used to be
awakened out of her sleep by bands of suffering souls, and to follow
them on cold winter's nights with bare feet, the whole length of the
Way of the Cross to Coesfeld, though the ground was covered with snow.
From her infancy to the day of her death she was indefatigable in
relieving the sick, and in dressing and curing wounds and ulcers, and
she was accustomed to give to the poor every farthing she possessed. So
tender was her conscience, that the slightest sin she fell into caused
her such pain as to make her ill, and absolution then always restored
her immediately to health.
The extraordinary nature of the favours bestowed on her by Almighty God
was no hindrance in the way of her devoting herself to hard labour,
like any other peasant-girl; and we may also be allowed to observe that
a certain degree of the spirit of prophecy is not unusually to be found
among her country men and women. She was taught in the school of
suffering and mortification, and there learned lessons of perfection.
She allowed herself no more sleep or food than was absolutely
necessary; passed whole hours in prayer every night; and in winter
often knelt out of doors on the snow. She slept on the ground on planks
arranged in the form of a cross. Her food and drink consisted of what
was rejected by others; she always kept the best parts even of that for
the poor and sick, and when she did not know of any one to give them
to, she offered them to God in a spirit of child-like faith, begging
him to give them to some person who was more in need than herself. When
there was anything to be seen or heard which had no reference to God or
religion, she found some excuse for avoiding the spot to which others
were hastening, or, if there, closed her eyes and ears. She was
accustomed to say that useless actions were sinful, and that when we
denied our bodily senses any gratification of this kind, we were amply
repaid by the progress which we made in the interior life, in the same
manner as pruning renders vines and other fruit-trees more productive.
From her early youth, and wherever she went, she had frequent
symbolical visions, which showed her in parables, as it were, the
object of her existence, the means of attaining it, and her future
sufferings, together with the dangers and conflicts which she would
have to go through.
She was in her sixteenth year, when one day, whilst at work in the
fields with her parents and sisters, she heard the bell ringing at the
Convent of the Sisters of the Annunciation, at Coesfeld. This sound so
inflamed her secret desire to become a nun, and had so great an effect
upon her, that she fainted away, and remained ill and weak for a long
time after. When in her eighteenth year she was apprenticed at Coesfeld
to a dressmaker, with whom she passed two years, and then returned to
her parents. She asked to be received at the Convents of the
Augustinians at Borken, of the Trappists at Darfeld, and of the Poor
Clares at Munster; but her poverty, and that of these convents, always
presented an insuperable obstacle to her being received. At the age of
twenty, having saved twenty thalers (about 3l. English), which she had
earned by her sewing, she went with this little sum--a perfect fortune
for a poor peasant-girl--to a pious organist of Coesfeld, whose
daughter she had known when she first lived in the town. Her hope was
that, by learning to play on the organ; she might succeed in obtaining
admittance into a convent. But her irresistible desire to serve the
poor and give them everything she possessed left her no time to learn
music, and before long she had so completely stripped herself of
everything, that her good mother was obliged to bring her bread, milk,
and eggs, for her own wants and those of the poor, with whom she shared
everything. Then her mother said: Your desire to leave your father and
myself, and enter a convent, gives us much pain; but you are still my
beloved child, and when I look at your vacant seat at home, and reflect
that you have given away all your savings, so as to be now in want, my
heart is filled with sorrow, and I have now brought you enough to keep
you for some time.' Anne Catherine replied: Yes, dear mother, it is
true that I have nothing at all left, because it was the holy will of
God that others should be assisted by me; and since I have given all to
him, he will now take care of me, and bestow his divine assistance upon
us all.' She remained some years at Coesfeld, employed in labour, good
works, and prayer, being always guided by the same inward inspirations.
She was docile and submissive as a child in the hands of her
guardian-angel.
Although in this brief sketch of her life we are obliged to omit many
interesting circumstances, there is one which we must not pass over in
silence. When about twenty-four years of age, she received a favour
from our Lord, which has been granted to many persons devoted in an
especial manner to meditation on his painful Passion; namely, to
experience the actual and visible sufferings of his sacred Head, when
crowned with thorns. The following is the account she herself has given
of the circumstances under which so mysterious a favour was bestowed
upon her: About four years previous to my admittance into the convent,
consequently in 1798, it happened that I was in the Jesuits' Church at
Coesfeld, at about twelve o'clock in the day, kneeling before a
crucifix and absorbed in meditation, when all on a sudden I felt a
strong but pleasant heat in my head, and I saw my Divine Spouse, under
the form of a young man clothed with light, come towards me from the
altar, where the Blessed Sacrament was preserved in the tabernacle. In
his left hand he held a crown of flowers, in his right hand a crown of
thorns, and he bade me choose which I would have. I chose the crown of
thorns; he placed it on my head, and I pressed it down with both hands.
Then he disappeared, and I returned to myself, feeling, however,
violent pain around my head. I was obliged to leave the church, which
was going to be closed. One of my companions was kneeling by my side,
and as I thought she might have seen what happened to me, I asked her
when we got home whether there was not a wound on my forehead, and
spoke to her in general terms of my vision, and of the violent pain
which had followed it. She could see nothing outwardly, but was not
astonished at what I told her, because she knew that I was sometimes in
an extraordinary state, without her being able to understand the cause.
The next day my forehead and temples were very much swelled, and I
suffered terribly. This pain and swelling often returned, and sometimes
lasted whole days and nights. I did not remark that there was blood on
my head until my companions told me I had better put on a clean cap,
because mine was covered with red spots. I let them think whatever they
liked about it, only taking care to arrange my head-dress so as to hide
the blood which flowed from my head, and I continued to observe the
same precaution even after I entered the convent, where only one person
perceived the blood, and she never betrayed my secret.
Several other contemplative persons, especially devoted to the passion
of our Lord, have been admitted to the privilege of suffering the
torture inflicted by the crown of thorns, after having seen a vision in
which the two crowns were offered them to choose between, for instance,
among others, St. Catherine of Sienna, and Pasithea of Crogis, a Poor
Clare of the same town, who died in 1617.
The writer of these pages may here be allowed to remark that he himself
has, in full daylight, several times seen blood flow down the forehead
and face, and even beyond the linen wrapped round the neck of Anne
Catherine. Her desire to embrace a religious life was at length
gratified. The parents of a young person whom the Augustinian nuns of
Dulmen wished to receive into their order, declared that they would not
give their consent except on condition that Anne Catherine was taken at
the same time. The nuns yielded their assent, though somewhat
reluctantly, on account of their extreme poverty; and on the 13th
November 1802, one week before the feast of the Presentation of the
Blessed Virgin, Anne Catherine entered on her novitiate. At the present
day vocations are not so severely tested as formerly; but in her case,
Providence imposed special trials, for which, rigorous as they were,
she felt she never could be too grateful. Sufferings or privations,
which a soul, either alone or in union with others, imposes upon
herself, for God's greater glory, are easy to bear; but there is one
cross more nearly resembling the cross of Christ than any other, and
that is, lovingly and patiently to submit to unjust punishments,
rebuffs, or accusations. It was the will of God that during her year's
novitiate she should, independently of the will of any creature, be
tried as severely as the most strict mistress of novices could have
clone before any mitigations had been allowed in the rules. She learned
to regard her companions as instruments in the hands of God for her
sanctification; and at a later period of her life many other things
appeared to her in the same light. But as it was necessary that her
fervent soul should be constantly tried in the school of the Cross, God
was pleased that she should remain in it all her life.
In many ways her position in the convent was excessively painful. Not
one of her companions, nor even any-priest or doctor, could understand
her case. She had learned, when living among poor peasants, to hide the
wonderful gifts which God had bestowed on her; but the case was altered
now that she was in familiar intercourse with a large number of nuns,
who, though certainly good and pious, were filled with ever-increasing
feelings of curiosity, and even of spiritual jealousy in her regard.
Then, the contracted ideas of the community, and the complete ignorance
of the nuns concerning all those exterior phenomena by which the
interior life manifests itself, gave her much to endure, the more so,
as these phenomena displayed themselves in the most unusual and
astonishing manner. She heard everything that was said against her,
even when the speakers were at one end of the convent and she at the
other, and her heart was most deeply wounded as if by poisoned arrows.
Yet she bore all patiently and lovingly without showing that she knew
what was said of her. More than once charity impelled her to cast
herself at the feet of some nun who was particularly prejudiced against
her, and ask her pardon with tears. Then, she was suspected of
listening at the doors, for the private feelings of dislike entertained
against her became known, no one knew how, and the nuns felt
uncomfortable and uneasy, in spite of themselves, when in her company.
Whenever the rule (the minutest point of which was Sacred in her eyes)
was neglected in the slightest degree, she beheld in spirit each
infringement, and at times was inspired to fly to the spot where the
rule was being broken by some infringement of the vow of poverty, or
disregard of the hours of silence, and she would then repeat suitable
passages from the rule, without having ever learned them. She thus
became an object of aversion to all those religious who broke the rule;
and her sudden appearances among them had almost the effect of
apparitions. God had bestowed upon her the gift of tears to so great an
extent, that she often passed whole hours in the church weeping over
the sins and ingratitude of men, the sufferings of the Church, the
imperfections of the community, and her own faults. But these tears of
sublime sorrow could be understood by none but God, before whom she
shed them, and men attributed them to mere caprice, a spirit of
discontent, or some other similar cause. Her confessor had enjoined
that she should receive the holy communion more frequently than the
other nuns, because, so ardently did she hunger after the bread of
angels, that she had been more than once near dying. These heavenly
sentiments awakened feelings of jealousy in her sisters, who sometimes
even accused her of hypocrisy.
The favour which had been shown her in her admittance into the convent,
in spite of her poverty, was also made a subject of reproach. The
thought of being thus an occasion of sin to others was most painful to
her, and she continually besought God to permit her to bear herself the
penalty of this want of charity in her regard. About Christmas, of the
year 1802, she had a very severe illness, which began by a violent pain
about her heart.
This pain did not leave her even when she was cured, and she bore it in
silence until the year 1812, when the mark of a cross was imprinted
exteriorly in the same place, as we shall relate further on. Her
weakness and delicate health caused her to be looked upon more as
burdensome, than useful to the community; and this, of course, told
against her in all ways, yet she was never weary of working and serving
the others, nor was she ever so happy as at this period of her
life--spent in privations and sufferings of every description.
On the 13th of November 1803, at the age of twenty-nine, she pronounced
her solemn vows, and became the spouse of Jesus Christ, in the Convent
of Agnetenberg, at Dulmen. When I had pronounced my vows,' she says, my
relations were again extremely kind to me. My father and my eldest
brother brought me two pieces of cloth. My father, a good, but stem
man, and who had been much averse to my entering the convent, had told
me, when we parted, that he would willingly pay for my burial, but that
he would give nothing for the convent, and he kept his word, for this
piece of cloth was the winding-sheet used for my spiritual burial in
the convent.
I was not thinking of myself,' she says again, I was thinking of
nothing but our Lord and my holy vows. My companions could not
understand me; nor could I explain my state to them. God concealed from
them many of the favours which he bestowed upon me, otherwise they
would have had very false ideas concerning me. Notwithstanding all my
trials and sufferings, I was never more rich interiorly, and my soul
was perfectly flooded with happiness. My cell only contained one chair
without a seat, and another without a back; yet in my eyes, it was
magnificently furnished, and when there I often thought myself in
Heaven. Frequently during the night, impelled by love and by the mercy
of God, I poured forth the feelings of my soul by conversing with him
in loving and familiar language, as I had always done from my
childhood, and then those who were watching me would accuse me of
irreverence and disrespect towards God. Once, I happened to say that it
appeared to me that I should be guilty of greater disrespect did I
receive the Body of our Lord without having conversed familiarly with
him, and I was severely reprimanded. Amid all these trials, I yet lived
in peace with God and with all his creatures. When I was working in the
garden, the birds would come and rest on my head and shoulders, and we
would together sing the praises of God. I always beheld my
angel-guardian at my side, and although the devil used frequently to
assault and terrify me in various ways, he was never permitted to do me
much harm. My desire for the Blessed Sacrament was so irresistible,
that often at night I left my cell and went to the church, if it was
open; but if not, I remained at the door or by the walls, even in
winter, kneeling or prostrate, with my arms extended in ecstasy. The
convent chaplain, who was so charitable as to come early to give me the
Holy Communion, used to find me in this state, but as soon as he was
come and had opened, the church, I always recovered, and hastened to
the holy table, there to receive my Lord and my God. When I was
sacristan, I used all on a sudden to feel myself ravished in spirit,
and ascend to the highest parts of the church, on to cornices,
projecting parts of the building, and mouldings, where it seemed
impossible for any being to get by human means. Then I cleaned and
arranged everything, and it appeared to me that I was surrounded by
blessed spirits, who transported me about and held me up in their
hands. Their presence did not cause me the least uneasiness, for I had
been accustomed to it from my childhood, and I used to have the most
sweet and familiar intercourse with them. It was only when I was in the
company of certain men that I was really alone; and so great was then
my feeling of loneliness that I could not help crying like a child that
has strayed from home.
We now proceed to her illnesses, omitting any description of some other
remarkable phenomena of her ecstatic life, only recommending the reader
to compare the accounts we have already given with what is related of
St. Mary Magdalen of Pazzi.
Anne Catherine had always been weak and delicate, and yet had been,
from her earliest childhood, in the habit of practising many
mortifications, of fasting and of passing the night in watching and
prayer in the open air. She had been accustomed to continual hard
labour in the fields, at all seasons of the year, and her strength was
also necessarily much tried by the exhausting and supernatural states
through which she so frequently passed. At the convent she continued to
work in the garden and in the house, whilst her spiritual labours and
sufferings were ever an the increase, so that it is by no means
surprising that she was frequently ill; but her illnesses arose from
yet another cause. We have learned, from careful observations made
every day for the space of four years, and also from what she herself
was unwillingly forced to admit, that during the whole course of her
life, and especially during that part of it which she spent at the
convent, when she enjoyed the highest spiritual favours, a great
portion of her illnesses and sufferings came from taking upon herself
the sufferings of others. Sometimes she asked for the illness of a
person who did not bear it patiently, and relieved him of the whole or
of a part of his sufferings, by taking them upon herself; sometimes,
wishing to expiate a sin or put an end to some suffering, she gave
herself up into the hands of God, and be, accepting her sacrifice,
permitted her thus, in union with the merits of his passion, to expiate
the sin by suffering some illness corresponding to it. She had
consequently to bear, not only her own maladies, but those also of
others--to suffer in expiation of the sins of her brethren, and of the
faults and negligences of certain portions of the Christian
community--and, finally, to endure many and various sufferings in
satisfaction for the souls of purgatory. All these sufferings appeared
like real illnesses, which took the most opposite and variable forms,
and she was placed entirely under the care of the doctor, who
endeavoured by earthly remedies to cure illnesses which in reality were
the very sources of her life. She said on this subject--Repose in
suffering has always appeared to me the most desirable condition
possible. The angels themselves would envy us, were envy not an
imperfection. But for sufferings to be really meritorious we must
patiently and gratefully accept unsuitable remedies and comforts, and
all other additional trials. I did not myself fully understand my
state, nor know what it was to lead to. In my soul I accepted my
different sufferings, but in my body it was my duty to strive against
them. I had given myself wholly and entirely to my Heavenly Spouse, and
his holy will was being accomplished in me; but I was living on earth,
where I was not to rebel against earthly wisdom and earthly
prescriptions. Even had I fully comprehended my state, and had both
time and power to explain it, there was no one near who would have been
able to understand me. A doctor would simply have concluded that I was
entirely mad, and would have increased his expensive and painful
remedies tenfold. I have suffered much in this way during the whole of
my life, and particularly when I was at the convent, from having
unsuitable remedies administered to me. Often, when my doctors and
nurses had reduced me to the last agony, and that I was near death, God
took pity on me, and sent me some supernatural assistance, which
effected an entire cure.
Four years before the suppression of her convent she went to Flamske
for two days to visit her parents. Whilst there she went once to kneel
and pray for some hours before the miraculous Cross of the Church of
St. Lambert, at Coesfeld. She besought the Almighty to bestow the gifts
of peace and unity upon her convent, offered him the Passion of Jesus
Christ for that intention, and implored him to allow her to feel a
portion of the sufferings which were endured by her Divine Spouse on
the Cross. From the time that she made this prayer her hands and feet
became burning and painful, and she suffered constantly from fever,
which she believed was the cause of the pain in her hands and feet, for
she did not dare to think that her prayer had been granted. Often she
was unable to walk, and the pain in her hands prevented her from
working as usual in the garden. On the 3d December 1811, the convent
was suppressed, [5] and the church closed. The nuns dispersed in all
directions, but Anne Catherine remained, poor and ill. A kindhearted
servant belonging to the monastery attended upon her out of charity,
and an aged emigrant priest, who said Mass in the convent, remained
also with her. These three individuals, being the poorest of the
Community, did not leave the convent until the spring of 1812. She was
still very unwell, and could not be moved without great difficulty. The
priest lodged with a poor widow who lived in the neighbourhood, and
Anne Catherine had in the same house a wretched little room on the
ground-floor, which looked on the street. There she lived, in poverty
and sickness, until the autumn of 1813. Her ecstasies in prayer, and
her spiritual intercourse with the invisible world, became more and
more frequent. She was about to be called to a state with which she was
herself but imperfectly acquainted, and in order to enter which she did
nothing but submissively abandon herself to the will of God. Our Lord
was pleased about this time to imprint upon her virginal body the
stigmas of his cross and of his crucifixion, which were to the Jews a
stumbling-block, and to the Gentiles folly, and to many persons who
call themselves Christians, both the one and the other. From her very
earliest childhood she had besought our Lord to impress the marks of
his cross deeply upon her heart, that so she might never forget his
infinite love for men; but she had never thought of receiving any
outward marks. Rejected by the world, she prayed more fervently than
ever for this end. On the 28th of August, the feast of St. Augustine,
the patron of her order, as she was making this prayer in bed, ravished
in ecstasy and her arms stretched forth, she beheld a young man
approach her surrounded with light. It was under this form that her
Divine Spouse usually appeared to her, and he now made upon her body
with his right hand the mark of a common cross. From this time there
was a mark like a cross upon her bosom, consisting of two bands
crossed, about three inches, long and one wide. Later the skin often
rose in blisters on this place, as if from a burn, and when these
blisters burst a burning colourless liquid issued from them, sometimes
in such quantities as to soak through several sheets. She was long
without perceiving what the case really was, and only thought that she
was in a strong perspiration. The particular meaning of this mark has
never been known.
Some weeks later, when making the same prayer, she fell into an
ecstasy, and beheld the same apparition, which presented her with a
little cross of the shape described in her accounts of the Passion. She
eagerly received and fervently pressed it to her bosom, and then
returned it. She said that this cross was as soft and white as wax, but
she was not at first aware that it had made an external mark upon her
bosom. A short time after, having gone with her landlady's little girl
to visit an old hermitage near Dulmen, she all on a sudden fell into an
ecstasy, fainted away, and on her recovery was taken home by a poor
peasant woman. The sharp pain which she felt in her chest continued to
increase, and she saw that there was what looked like a cross, about
three inches in length, pressed tightly upon her breast-bone, and
looking red through the skin. As she had spoken about her vision to a
nun with whom she was intimate, her extraordinary state began to be a
good deal talked of. On All Souls' day, 1812, she went out for the last
time, and with much difficulty succeeded in reaching the church. From
that time till the end of the year she seemed to be dying, and received
the last Sacraments. At Christmas a smaller cross appeared on the top
of that upon her chest. It was the same shape as the larger one, so
that the two together formed a double forked cross. Blood flowed from
this cross every Wednesday, so as to leave the impression of its shape
on paper laid over it. After a time this happened on Fridays instead.
In 1814 this flow of blood took place less frequently, but the cross
became as red as fire every Friday. At a later period of her life more
blood flowed from this cross, especially every Good Friday; but no
attention was paid to it. On the 30th March 1821, the writer of these
pages saw this cross of a deep red colour, and bleeding all over. In
its usual state it was colourless, and its position only marked by
slight cracks in the skin. . . . Other Ecstaticas have received similar
marks of the Cross; among others, Catherine of Raconis, Marina de
l'Escobar, Emilia Bichieri, S. Juliani Falconieri
She received the stigmas on the last days of the year 1812. On the 29th
December, about three o'clock in the afternoon, she was lying on her
bed in her little room, extremely ill, but in a state of ecstasy and
with her arms extended, meditating on the sufferings of her Lord, and
beseeching him to allow her to suffer with him. She said five Our
Fathers in honour of the Five Wounds, and felt her whole heart burning
with love. She then saw a light descending towards her, and
distinguished in the midst of it the resplendent form of her crucified
Saviour, whose wounds shone like so many furnaces of light. Her heart
was overflowing with joy and sorrow, and, at the sight of the sacred
wounds, her desire to suffer with her Lord became intensely violent.
Then triple rays, pointed like arrows, of the colour of blood, darted
forth from the hands, feet, and side of the sacred apparition, and
struck her hands, feet, and right side. The triple rays from the side
formed a point like the head of a lance. The moment these rays touched
her, drops of blood flowed from the wounds which they made. Long did
she remain in a state of insensibility, and when she recovered her
senses she did not know who had lowered her outstretched arms. It was
with astonishment that she beheld blood flowing from the palms of her
hands, and felt violent pain in her feet and side. It happened that her
landlady's little daughter came into her room, saw her hands bleeding,
and ran to tell her mother, who with great anxiety asked Anne Catherine
what had happened, but was begged by her not to speak about it. She
felt, after having received the stigmas, that an entire change had
taken place in her body; for the course of her blood seemed to have
changed, and to flow rapidly towards the stigmas. She herself used to
say: No words can describe in what manner it flows.
We are indebted to a curious incident for our knowledge of the
circumstances which we have here related. On the 15th December 1819,
she had a detailed vision of all that had happened to herself, but so
that she thought it concerned some other nun who she imagined must be
living not far off, and who she supposed had experienced the same
things as herself. She related all these details with a very strong
feeling of compassion, humbling herself, without knowing it, before her
own patience and sufferings. It was most touching to hear her say: I
ought never to complain any more, now that I have seen the sufferings
of that poor nun; her heart is surrounded with a crown of thorns, but
she bears it placidly and with a smiling countenance. It is shameful
indeed for me to complain, for she has a far heavier burden to bear
than I have.
These visions, which she afterwards recognised to be her own history,
were several times repeated, and it is from them that the circumstances
under which she received the stigmas became known. Otherwise she would
not have related so many particulars about what her humility never
permitted her to speak of, and concerning which, when asked by her
spiritual superiors whence her wounds proceeded, the utmost she said
was: I hope that they come from the hand of God.
The limits of this work preclude us from entering upon the subject of
stigmas in general, but we may observe that the Catholic Church has
produced a certain number of persons, St. Francis of Assissium being
the first, who have attained to that degree of contemplative love of
Jesus which is the most sublime effect of union with his sufferings,
and is designated by theologians, Vulnus divinum, Plago amoris viva.
There are known to have been at least fifty. Veronica Giuliani, a
Capuchiness, who died at Citt? di Castello in 1727, is the last
individual of the class who has been canonised (on the 26th May 1831).
Her biography, published at Cologne in 1810, gives a description of the
state of persons with stigmas, which in many ways is applicable to Anne
Catherine. Colomba Schanolt, who died at Bamberg in 1787, Magdalen
Lorger, who died at Hadamar in 1806, both Dominicanesses, and Rose
Serra, a Capuchiness at Ozieri in Sardinia, who received the stigmas in
1801, are those of our own times of whom we know the most. Josephine
Kumi, of the Convent of Wesen, near Lake Wallenstadt in Switzerland,
who was still living in 1815, also belonged to this class of persons,
but we are not entirely certain whether she had the stigmas.
Anne Catherine being, as we have said, no longer able to walk or rise
from her bed, soon became unable also to eat. Before long she could
take nothing but a little wine and water, and finally only pure water;
sometimes, but very rarely, she managed to swallow the juice of a
cherry or a plum, but she immediately vomited any solid food, taken in
ever so small a quantity. This inability to take food, or rather this
faculty of living for a great length of time upon nothing but water, we
are assured by learned doctors is not quite unexampled in the history
of the sick.
Theologians will be perfectly aware that there are many instances of
contemplative ascetics, and particularly of persons frequently in a
state of ecstasy and who have received the stigmas, remaining long
without taking any other food than the Blessed Sacrament; for instance,
B. Nicholas of Flue, St. Liduvina of Schiedam, St. Catherine of Sienna,
St. Angela of Foligno, and St. Louise de l'Ascension. All the phenomena
exhibited in the person of Anne Catherine remained concealed even from
those who had the most intercourse with her, until the 25th February
1813, when they were discovered accidentally by one of her old convent
companions. By the end of March, the whole town talked of them. On the
23d of March, the physician of the neighbourhood forced her to undergo
an examination. Contrary to his expectation, he was convinced of the
truth, drew up an official report of what be had seen, became her
doctor and her friend, and remained such to her death. On the 28th of
March, commissioners were appointed to examine into her case by the
spiritual authorities of Munster. The consequence of this was that Anne
Catherine was henceforth looked upon kindly by her superiors, and
acquired the friendship of the late Dean Overberg, who from that time
paid her every year a visit of several days' duration, and was her
consoler and spiritual director. The medical counsellor from Druffel,
who was present at this examination in the capacity of doctor, never
ceased to venerate her. In 1814, he published in the Medical Journal of
Salzbourg a detailed account of the phenomena which he had remarked in
the person of Anne Catherine, and to this we refer those of our readers
who desire more particulars upon the subject. On the 4th of April, M.
Gamier, the Commissary-General of the French police, came from Munster
to see her; he inquired minutely into her case, and having learned that
she neither prophesied nor spoke on politics, declared that there was
no occasion for the police to occupy themselves about her. In 1826, he
still spoke of her at Paris with respect and emotion.
On the 22d of July 1813, Overberg came to see her, with Count de
Stolberg and his family. They remained two days with her, and Stolberg,
in a letter which has been several times printed, bore witness to the
reality of the phenomena observed in Anne Catherine, and gave
expression to his intense veneration for her. He remained her friend as
long as he lived, and the members of his family never ceased
recommending themselves to her prayers. On the 29th of September 1813,
Overberg took the daughter of the Princess Galitzin (who died in 1806)
to visit her, and they saw with their own eyes blood flow copiously
from her stigmas. This distinguished lady repeated her visit, and,
after becoming Princess of Salm, never varied in her sentiments, but,
together with her family, remained in constant communion of prayer with
Anne Catherine. Many other persons in all ranks of life were, in like
manner, consoled and edified by visiting her bed of suffering. On the
23d of October 1813, she was carried to another lodging, the window of
which looked out upon a garden. The condition of the saintly nun became
day by day more painful. Her stigmas were a source of indescribable
suffering to her, down to the moment of her death. Instead of allowing
her thoughts to dwell upon those graces to the interior presence of
which they bore such miraculous outward testimony, she learned from
them lessons of humility, by considering them as a heavy cross laid
upon her for her sins. Her suffering body itself was to preach Jesus
crucified. It was difficult indeed to be an enigma to all persons, an
object of suspicion to the greatest number, and of respect mingled with
fear to some few, without yielding to sentiments of impatience,
irritability, or pride. Willingly would she have lived in entire
seclusion from the world, but obedience soon compelled her to allow
herself to be examined and to have judgment passed upon her by a vast
number of curious persons. Suffering, as she was, the most excruciating
pains, she was not even allowed to be her own mistress, but was
regarded as something which every one fancied he had a right to look at
and to pass judgment upon,--often with no good results to any one, but
greatly to the prejudice of her soul and body, because she was thus
deprived of so much rest and recollection of spirit. There seemed to be
no bounds to what was expected of her, and one fat man, who had some
difficulty in ascending her narrow winding staircase, was heard to
complain that a person like Anne Catherine, who ought to be exposed on
the public road, where every one could see her, should remain in a
lodging so difficult to reach. In former ages, persons in her state
underwent in private the examination of the spiritual authorities, and
carried out their painful vocation beneath the protecting shadow of
hallowed walls; but our suffering heroine had been cast forth from the
cloister into the world at a time when pride, coldness of heart, and
incredulity were all the vogue; marked with the stigmas of the Passion
of Christ, she was forced to wear her bloody robe in public, under the
eyes of men who scarce believed in the Wounds of Christ, far less in
those which were but their images.
Thus this holy woman, who in her youth had been in the habit of praying
for long hours before pictures of all the stages of Christ's painful
Passion, or before wayside crosses, was herself made like unto a cross
on the public road, insulted by one passer by, bathed in warm tears of
repentance by a second, regarded as a mere physical curiosity by a
third, and venerated by a fourth, whose innocent hands would bring
flowers to lay at her feet.
In 1817 her aged mother came from the country to die by her side. Anne
Catherine showed her all the love she could by comforting and praying
for her, and closing her eyes with her own hands--those hands marked
with the stigmas on the 13th of March of the same year. The inheritance
left to Anne Catherine by her mother was more than sufficient for one
so imbued with the spirit of mortification and suffering; and in her
turn she left it unimpaired to her friends. It consisted of these three
sayings:--Lord, thy will, not mine, be done;' Lord, give me patience,
and then strike hard;' Those things which are not good to put in the
pot are at least good to put beneath it.' The meaning of this last
proverb was: If things are not fit to be eaten, they may at least be
burned, in order that food may be cooked; this suffering does not
nourish my heart, but by bearing it patiently, I may at least increase
the fire of divine love, by which alone life can profit us anything.
She often repeated these proverbs, and then thought of her mother with
gratitude. Her father had died some little time before.
The writer of these pages became acquainted with her state first
through reading a copy of that letter of Stolberg, to which we have
already alluded, and afterwards through conversation with a friend who
had passed several weeks with her. In September 1818 he was invited by
Bishop Sailer to meet him at the Count de Stolberg's, in Westphalia;
and he went in the first place to Sondermuhlen to see the count, who
introduced him to Overberg, from whom he received a letter addressed to
Anne Catherine's doctor. He paid her his first visit on the 1711 of
September 1818; and she allowed him to pass several hours by her side
each day, until the arrival of Sailer. From the very beginning, she
gave him her confidence to a remarkable extent, and this in the most
touching and ingenuous manner. No doubt she was conscious that by
relating without reserve the history of all the trials, joys, and
sorrows of her whole life, she was bestowing a most precious spiritual
alms upon him. She treated him with the most generous hospitality, and
had no hesitation in doing so, because he did not oppress her and alarm
her humility by excessive admiration. She laid open her interior to him
in the same charitable spirit as a pious solitary would in the morning
offer the flowers and fruit which had grown in his garden during the
night to some way-worn traveller, who, having lost his road in the
desert of the world, finds him sitting near his hermitage. Wholly
devoted to her God, she spoke in this open manner as a child would have
done, unsuspectingly, with no feelings of mistrust, and with no selfish
end in view. May God reward her!
Her friend daily wrote down all the observations that he made
concerning her, and all that she told him about her life, whether
interior or exterior. Her words were characterised alternately by the
most childlike simplicity and the most astonishing depth of thought,
and they fore. shadowed, as it were, the vast and sublime spectacle
which later was unfolded, when it became evident that the past, the
present, and the future, together with all that pertained to the
sanctification, profanation, and judgment of souls, formed before and
within her an allegorical and historical drama, for which the different
events of the ecclesiastical year furnished subjects, and which it
divided into scenes, so closely linked together were all the prayers
and sufferings which she offered in sacrifice for the Church militant.
On the 22d of October 1818 Sailer came to see her, and having remarked
that she was lodging at the back of a public-house, and that men were
playing at nine-pins under her window, said in the playful yet
thoughtful manner which was peculiar to him: See, see; all things are
as they should be--the invalid nun, the spouse of our Lord, is lodging
in a public-house above the ground where men are playing at nine-pins,
like the soul of man in his body.' His interview with Anne Catherine
was most affecting; it was indeed beautiful to behold these two souls,
who were both on fire with the love of Jesus, and conducted by grace
through such different paths, meet thus at the foot of the Cross, the
visible stamp of which was borne by one of them. On Friday, the 23d of
October, Sailer remained alone with her during nearly the whole of the
day; he saw blood flow from her head, her hands, and her feet, and he
was able to bestow upon her great consolation in her interior trials.
He most earnestly recommended her to tell everything without reserve to
the writer of these pages, and he came to an understanding upon the
subject with her ordinary director. He heard her confession, gave her
the Holy Communion on Saturday, the 24th, and then continued his
journey to the Count de Stolberg's. On his return, at the beginning of
November, he again passed a day with her. He remained her friend until
death, prayed constantly for her, and asked her prayers whenever he
found himself in trying or difficult positions. The writer of these
pages remained until January. He returned again in May 1819, and
continued to watch Anne Catherine almost uninterruptedly until her
death.
The saintly maiden continually besought the Almighty to remove the
exterior stigmas, on account of the trouble and fatigue which they
occasioned, and her prayer was granted at the end of seven years.
Towards the conclusion of the year 1819, the blood first flowed less
frequently from her wounds, and then ceased altogether. On the 25th of
December, scabs fell from her feet and hands, and there only remained
white scars, which became red on certain days, but the pain she
suffered was undiminished in the slightest degree. The mark of the
cross, and the wound on her right side, were often to be seen as before
but not at any stated times. On certain days she always had the most
painful sensations around her head, as though a crown of thorns were
being pressed upon it. On these occasions she could not lean her head
against anything nor even rest it on her hand, but had to remain for
long hours, sometimes even for whole nights, sitting up in her bed,
supported by cushions, whilst her pallid face, and the irrepressible
groans of pain which escaped her, made her like an awful living
representation of suffering. After she had been in this state, blood
invariably flowed more or less copiously from around her head.
Sometimes her head-dress only was soaked with it, but sometimes the
blood would flow down her face and neck. On Good Friday, April 19th,
1819, all her wounds re-opened and bled, and closed again on the
following days. A most rigorous inquiry into her state was made by some
doctors and naturalists. For that end she was placed alone in a strange
house, where she remained from the 7th to the 29th of August; but this
examination appears to have produced no particular effects in any way.
She was brought back to her own dwelling on the 29th of August, and
from that time until she died she was left in peace, save that she was
occasionally annoyed by private disputes and public insults. On this
subject Overberg wrote her the following words: What have you had to
suffer personally of which you can complain? I am addressing a soul
desirous of nothing so much as to become more and more like to her
divine Spouse. Have you not been treated far more gently than was your
adorable Spouse? Should it not be a subject of rejoicing to you,
according to the spirit, to have been assisted to resemble him more
closely, and thus to be more pleasing in his eyes? You had suffered
much with Jesus, but hitherto insults had been for the most part spared
you. With the crown of thorns you had not worn the purple mantle and
the robe of scorn, much less had you yet heard the cry, Away with him!
Crucify him! Crucify him! I cannot doubt but that these sentiments are
yours. Praise be to Jesus Christ.
On Good Friday, the 30th of March 1820, blood flowed from her head,
feet, hands, chest, and side. It happened that when she fainted, one of
the persons who were with her, knowing that the application of relics
relieved her, placed near her feet a piece of linen in which some were
wrapped, and the blood which came from her wounds reached this piece of
linen after a time. In the evening, when this same piece of linen with
the relics was being, placed on her chest and shoulders, in which she
was suffering much, she suddenly exclaimed, while in a state of
ecstasy: It is most wonderful, but I see my Heavenly Spouse lying in
the tomb in the earthly Jerusalem; and I also see him living in the
heavenly Jerusalem surrounded by adoring saints, and in the midst of
these saints I see a person who is not a saint--a nun. Blood flows from
her head, her side, her hands, and her feet, and the saints are above
the bleeding parts.
On the 9th February 1821 she fell into an ecstasy at the time of the
funeral of a very holy priest. Blood flowed from her forehead, and the
cross on her breast bled also. Some one asked her, What is the matter
with you?' She smiled, and spoke like one awakening from a dream: We
were by the side of the body. I have been accustomed lately to hear
sacred music, and the De Profundis made a great impression upon me.'
She died upon the same day three years later. In 1821, a few weeks
before Easter, she told us that it had been said to her during her
prayer, Take notice, you will suffer on the real anniversary of the
Passion, and not on the day marked this year in the Ecclesiastical
Calendar.' On Friday, the 30th of March, at ten o'clock in the morning,
she sank down senseless. Her face and bosom were bathed in blood, and
her body appeared covered with bruises like what the blows of a whip
would have inflicted. At twelve o'clock in the day, she stretched
herself out in the form of a cross, and her arms were so extended as to
be perfectly dislocated. A few minutes before two o'clock, drops of
blood flowed from her feet and hands. On Good Friday, the 20th of
April, she was simply in a state of quiet contemplation. This
remarkable exception to the general rule seemed to be an effect of the
providence of God, for, at the hour when her wounds usually bled, a
number of curious and ill-natured individuals came to see her with the
intention of causing her fresh annoyances, by publishing what they saw;
but they thus were made unintentionally to contribute to her peace, by
saying that her wounds had ceased to bleed.
On the 19th of February 1822 she was again warned that she would suffer
on the last Friday of March, and not on Good Friday.
On Friday the 15th, and again on Friday the 29th, the cross on her
bosom and the wound of her side bled. Before the 29th, she more than
once felt as though a stream of fire were flowing rapidly from her
heart to her side, and down her arms and legs to the stigmas, which
looked red and inflamed. On the evening of Thursday the 28th, she fell
into a state of contemplation on the Passion, and remained in it until
Friday evening. Her chest, head, and side bled; all the veins of her
hands were swollen, and there was a painful spot in the centre of them,
which felt damp, although blood did not flow from it. No blood flowed
from the stigmas excepting upon the 3d of March, the day of the finding
of the Holy Cross. She had also a vision of the discovery of the true
cross by St. Helena, and imagined herself to be lying in the excavation
near the cross. Much blood came in the morning from her head and side,
and in the afternoon from her hands and feet, and it seemed to her as
though she were being made the test of whether the cross was really the
Cross of Jesus Christ, and that her blood was testifying to its
identity.
In the year 1823, on Holy Thursday and Good Friday, which came on the
27th and 28th of March, she had visions of the Passion, during which
blood flowed from all her wounds, causing her intense pain. Amid these
awful sufferings, although ravished in spirit, she was obliged to speak
and give answers concerning all her little household affairs, as if she
had been perfectly strong and well, and she never let fall a complaint,
although nearly dying. This was the last time that her blood gave
testimony to the reality of her union with the sufferings of him who
has delivered himself up wholly and entirely for our salvation. Most of
the phenomena of the ecstatic life which are shown us in the lives and
writings of Saints Bridget, Gertrude, Mechtilde, Hildegarde, Catherine
of Sienna, Catherine of Genoa, Catherine of Bologna, Colomba da Rieti,
Lidwina of Schiedam, Catherine Vanini, Teresa of Jesus, Anne of St.
Bartholomew, Magdalen of Pazzi, Mary Villana, Mary Buonomi, Marina
d'Escobar, Crescentia de Kaufbeuern, and many other nuns of
contemplative orders, are also to be found in the history of the
interior life of Anne Catherine Emmerich. The same path was marked out
for her by God. Did she, like these holy women, attain the end? God
alone knows. Our part is only to pray that such may have been the case,
and we are allowed to hope it. Those among our readers who are not
acquainted with the ecstatic life from the writings of those who have
lived it, will find information on this subject in the Introduction of
Goërres to the writings of Henry Suso, published at Ratisbonne in
1829.
Since many pious Christians, in order to render their life one
perpetual act of adoration, endeavour to see in their daily employments
a symbolical representation of some manner of honouring God, and offer
it to him in union with the merits of Christ, it cannot appear extra.
ordinary that those holy souls who pass from an active life to one of
suffering and contemplation, should sometimes see their spiritual
labours under the form of those earthly occupations which formerly
filled their days. Then their acts were prayers; now their prayers are
acts; but the form remains the same. It was thus that Anne Catherine,
in her ecstatic life, beheld the series of her prayers for the Church
under the forms of parables bearing reference to agriculture,
gardening, weaving, sowing, or the care of sheep. All these different
occupations were arranged, according to their signification, in the
different periods of the common as well as the ecclesiastical year, and
were pursued under the patronage and with the assistance of the saints
of each day, the special graces of the corresponding feasts of the
Church being also applied to them. The signification of this circle of
symbols had reference to all the active part of her interior life. One
example will help to explain our meaning. When Anne Catherine, while
yet a child, was employed in weeding, she besought God to root up the
cockle from the field of the Church. If her hands were stung by the
nettles, or if she was obliged to do afresh the work of idlers, she
offered to God her pain and her fatigue, and besought him, in the name
of Jesus Christ, that the pastor of souls might not become weary, and
that none of them might cease to labour zealously and diligently. Thus
her manual labour became a prayer.
I will now give a corresponding example of her life of contemplation
and ecstasy. She had been ill several times, and in a state of almost
continual ecstasy, during which she often moaned, and moved her hands
like a person employed in weeding. She complained one morning that her
hands and arms smarted and itched, and on examination they were found
to be covered with blisters, like what would have been produced by the
stinging of nettles. She then begged several persons of her
acquaintance to join their prayers to hers for a certain intention. The
next day her hands were inflamed and painful, as they would have been
after hard work; and when asked the cause, she replied: Ah! I have had
so many nettles to root up in the vineyard, because those whose duty it
was to do it only pulled off the stems, and I was obliged to draw the
roots with much difficulty out of a stony soil.' The person who had
asked her the question began to blame these careless workmen, but he
felt much confused when she replied: You were one of them,--those who
only pull off the stems of the nettles, and leave the roots in the
earth, are persons who pray carelessly.' It was afterwards discovered
that she had been praying for several dioceses which were shown to her
under the figure of vineyards laid waste, and in which labour was
needed. The real inflammation of her hands bore testimony to this
symbolical rooting up of the nettles; and we have, perhaps, reason to
hope that the churches shown to her under the appearances of vineyards
experienced the good effects of her prayer and spiritual labour; for
since the door is opened to those who knock, it must certainly be
opened above all to those who knock with such energy as to cause their
fingers to be wounded.
Similar reactions of the spirit upon the body are often found in the
lives of persons subject to ecstasies, and are by no means contrary to
faith. St. Paula, if we may believe St. Jerome, visited the holy places
in spirit just as if she had visited them bodily; and a like thing
happened to St. Colomba of Rieti and St. Lidwina of Schiedam. The body
of the latter bore traces of this spiritual journey, as if she had
really travelled; she experienced all the fatigue that a painful
journey would cause: her feet were wounded and covered with marks which
looked as if they had been made by stones or thorns, and finally she
had a sprain from which she long suffered.
She was led on this journey by her guardian angel, who told her that
these corporeal wounds signified that she had been ravished in body and
spirit.
Similar hurts were also to be seen upon the body of Anne Catherine
immediately after some of her visions. Lidwina began her ecstatic
journey by following her good angel to the chapel of the Blessed Virgin
before Schiedam; Anne Catherine began hers by following her angel
guardian either to the chapel which was near her dwelling, or else to
the Way of the Cross of Coesfeld.
Her journeys to the Holy Land were made, according to the accounts she
gave of them, by the most opposite roads; sometimes even she went all
round the earth, when the task spiritually imposed upon her required
it. In the course of these journeys from her home to the most distant
countries., she carried assistance to many persons, exercising in their
regard works of mercy, both corporal and spiritual, and this was done
frequently in parables. At the end of a year she would go over the same
ground again, see the same persons, and give an account of their
spiritual progress or of their relapse into sin. Every part of this
labour always bore some reference to the Church, and to the king dom.
of God upon earth.
The end of these daily pilgrimages which she made in spirit was
invariably the Promised Land, every part of which she examined in
detail, and which she saw sometimes in its present state, and sometimes
as it was at, different periods of sacred history; for her
distinguishing characteristic and special privilege was an intuitive
knowledge of the history of the Old and New Testaments, and of that of
the members of the Holy Family, and of all the saints whom she was
contemplating in spirit. She saw the signification of all the festival
days of the ecclesiastical year under both a devotional and an
historical point of view. She saw and described, day by day, with the
minutest detail, and by name, places, persons, festivals, customs, and
miracles, all that happened during the public life of Jesus until the
Ascension, and the history of the apostles for several weeks after the
Descent of the Holy Ghost. She regarded all her visions not as mere
spiritual enjoyments, but as being, so to speak, fertile fields,
plentifully strewn with the merits of Christ, and which had not as yet
been cultivated; she was often engaged in spirit in praying that the
fruit of such and such Sufferings of our Lord might be given to the
Church, and she would beseech God to apply to his Church the merits of
our Saviour which were its inheritance, and of which she would, as it
were, take possession, in its name, with the most touching simplicity
and ingenuousness.
She never considered her visions to have any reference to her exterior
Christian life, nor did she regard them as being of any historical
value. Exteriorly she knew and believed nothing but the catechism, the
common history of the Bible, the gospels for Sundays and festivals, and
the Christian almanack, which to her far-sighted vision was an
inexhaustible mine of hidden riches, since it gave her in a few pages a
guiding thread which led her through all time, and by means of which
she passed from mystery to mystery, and solemnised each with all the
saints, in order to reap the fruits of eternity in time, and to
preserve and distribute them in her pilgrimage around the
ecclesiastical year, that so the will of God might be accomplished on
earth as it is in Heaven. She had never read the Old or the New
Testaments, and when she was tired of relating her visions, she would
sometimes say: Read that in the Bible,' and then be astonished to learn
that it was not there; for,' she would add, people are constantly
saying in these days that you need read nothing but the Bible, which
contains everything.
The real task of her life was to suffer for the Church and for some of
its members, whose distress was shown her in spirit, or who asked her
prayers without knowing that this poor sick nun had something more to
do for them than to say the Pater noster, but that all their spiritual
and corporal sufferings became her own, and that she had to endure
patiently the most terrible pains, without being assisted, like the
contemplatives of former days, by the sympathising prayers of an entire
community. In the age when she lived, she had no other assistance than
that of medicine. While thus enduring sufferings which she had taken
upon herself for others, she often turned her thoughts to the
corresponding sufferings of the Church, and when thus suffering, for
one single person, she would likewise offer all she endured for the
whole Church.
The following is a remarkable instance of the sort:--During several
weeks she had every symptom of consumption; violent irritation of the
lungs, excessive perspiration, which soaked her whole bed, a racking
cough, continual expectoration, and a strong continual fever. So
fearful were her sufferings that her death was hourly expected and even
desired. It was remarked that she had to struggle strangely against a
strong temptation to irritability. Did she yield for an instant, she
burst into tears, her sufferings increased tenfold, and she seemed
unable to exist unless she immediately gained pardon in the sacrament
of penance. She had also to combat a feeling of aversion to a certain
person whom she had not seen for years. She was in despair because this
person, with whom nevertheless she declared she had nothing in common,
was always before her eyes in the most evil dispositions, and she wept
bitterly, and with much anxiety of conscience, saying that she would
not commit sin, that her grief must be evident to all, and other things
which were quite unintelligible to the persons listening to her. Her
illness continued to increase, and she was thought to be on the point
of death. At this moment one of her friends saw her, to his great
surprise, suddenly raise herself up on her bed, and say:--
Repeat with me the prayers for those in their last agony.' He did as
requested, and she answered the Litany in a firm voice. After some
little time, the bell for the agonising was heard, and a person came in
to ask Anne Catherine's prayers for his sister, who was just dead. Anne
Catherine asked for details concerning her illness and death, as if
deeply interested in the subject, and the friend above-mentioned heard
the account given by the new comer of a consumption resembling in the
minutest particulars the illness of Anne Catherine herself. The
deceased woman had at first been in so much pain and so disturbed in
mind that she had seemed quite unable to prepare herself for death; but
during the last fortnight she had been better, had made her peace with
God, having in the first place been reconciled to a person with whom
she was at enmity, and had died in peace, fortified by the last
sacraments, and attended by her former enemy. Anne Catherine gave a
small sum of money for the burial and funeral-service of this person.
Her sweatings, cough, and fever now left her, and she resembled a
person exhausted with fatigue, whose linen has been changed, and who
has been placed on a fresh bed. Her friend said to her, When this
fearful illness came upon you, this woman grew better, and her hatred
for another was the only obstacle to her making peace with God. You
took upon yourself, for the time, her feelings of hatred, she died in
good dispositions, and now you seem tolerably well again. Are you still
suffering on her account?' No, indeed!' she replied; that would be most
unreasonable; but how can any person avoid suffering when even the end
of his little finger is in pain? We are all one body in Christ.' By the
goodness of God,' said her friend, you are now once more somewhat at
ease.' Not for very long, though,' she replied with a smile; there are
other persons who want my assistance.' Then she turned round on her
bed, and rested awhile.
A very few days later, she began to feel intense pain in all her limbs,
and symptoms of water on the chest manifested themselves. We discovered
the sick person for whom Anne Catherine was suffering, and we saw that
his sufferings suddenly diminished or immensely increased in exact
inverse proportion to those of Anne Catherine.
Thus did charity compel her to take upon herself the illnesses and even
the temptations of others, that they might be able in peace to prepare
themselves for death. She was compelled to suffer in silence, both to
conceal the weaknesses of her neighbour, and not to be regarded as mad
herself; she war, obliged to receive all the aid that medicine could
afford her for an illness thus taken voluntarily for the relief of
others, and to be reproached for temptations which were not her own;
finally, it was necessary that she should appear perverted in the eyes
of men, that so those for whom she was suffering might be converted
before God.
One day a friend in deep affliction was sitting by her bedside, when
she suddenly fell into a state of ecstasy, and began to pray aloud: O,
my sweet Jesus, permit me to carry that heavy stone!' Her friend asked
her what was the matter. I am on my way to Jerusalem,' she replied, and
I see a poor man walking along with the greatest difficulty, for there
is a large stone upon his breast, the weight of which nearly crushes
him.' Then again, after a few moments, she exclaimed: Give me that
heavy stone, you cannot carry it any farther; give it to me.' All on a
sudden she sank down fainting, as if crushed beneath some heavy burden,
and at the same moment her friend felt himself relieved from the weight
of sorrow which oppressed him, and his heart overflowing with
extraordinary happiness. Seeing her in such a state of suffering, he
asked her what the matter was, and she looking at him with a smile,
replied: I cannot remain here any longer. Poor man, you must take back
your burden.' Instantly her friend felt all the weight of his
affliction return to him, whilst she, becoming as well again as before,
continued her journey in spirit to Jerusalem.
We will give one more example of her spiritual exertions. One morning
she gave her friend a little bag containing some rye-flour and eggs,
and pointed out to him a small house where a poor woman, who was in a
consumption, was living with her husband and two little children. He
was to tell her to boil and take them, as when boiled they would be
good for her chest. The friend, on entering the cottage, took the bag
from under his cloak, when the poor mother, who, flushed with fever,
was lying on a mattress between her half-naked children, fixed her
bright eyes upon him, and holding out her thin hands, exclaimed: O,
sir, it must be God or Sister Emmerich who sends you to me! You are
bringing me some rye-flour and eggs.' Here the poor woman, overcome by
her feelings, burst into tears, and then began to cough so violently
that she had to make a sign to her husband to speak for her. He said
that the previous night Gertrude had been much disturbed, and had
talked a great deal in her sleep, and that on awaking she had told him
her dream in these words: I thought that I was standing at the door
with you, when the holy nun came out of the door of the next house, and
I told you to look at her. She stopped in front of us, and said to me:
"Ah, Gertrude, you look very ill; I will send you some rye-flour and
eggs, which will relieve your chest." Then I awoke.' Such was the
simple tale of the poor man; he and his wife both eagerly expressed
their gratitude, and the bearer of Anne Catherine's alms left the house
much overcome. He did not tell her anything of this when he saw her,
but a few days after, she sent him again to the same place with a
similar present, and he then asked her how it was she knew that poor
woman? You know,' she replied, that I pray every evening for all those
who suffer; I should like to go and relieve them, and I generally dream
that I am going from one abode of suffering to another, and that I
assist them to the best of my power. In this way I went in my dream to
that poor woman's house; she was standing at the door with her husband,
and I said to her: "Ah, Gertrude, you look very ill; I will send you
some rye-flour and eggs, which will relieve your chest." And this I did
through you, the next morning.' Both persons had remained in their
beds, and dreamed the same thing, and the dream came true. St.
Augustin, in his City of God, book xviii., c. 18, relates a similar
thing of two philosophers, who visited each other in a dream, and
explained some passages of Plato, both remaining asleep in their own
houses.
These sufferings, and this peculiar species of active labour, were like
a single ray of light, which enlightened her whole life. Infinite was
the number of spiritual labours and sympathetic sufferings which came
from all parts and entered into her heart--that heart so burning with
love of Jesus Christ. Like St. Catherine of Sienna and some other
ecstatics, she often felt the most profound feeling of conviction that
our Saviour had taken her heart out of her bosom, and placed his own
there instead for a time.
The following fragment will give some idea of the mysterious symbolism
by which she was interiorly directed. During a portion of the year 1820
she performed many labours in spirit, for several different parishes;
her prayers being represented under the figure of most severe labour in
a vineyard. What we have above related concerning the nettles is of the
same character.
On the 6th of September her heavenly guide said to her: " You weeded,
dug around, tied, and pruned the vine; you ground down the weeds so
that they could never spring up any more; and then you went away
joyfully and rested from your prayers. Prepare now to labour hard from
the feast of the Nativity of the Blessed Virgin to that of St. Michael;
the grapes are ripening and must be well watched." Then he led me,' she
continued, to the vineyard of St. Liboire, and showed me the vines at
which I had worked. My labour had been successful, for the grapes were
getting their colour and growing large, and in some parts the red juice
was running down on the ground from them. My guide said to me: "When
the virtues of the good begin to shine forth in public, they have to
combat bravely, to be oppressed, to be tempted, and to suffer
persecution. A hedge must be planted around the vineyard in order that
the ripe grapes may not be destroyed by thieves and wild beasts, i.e.
by temptation and persecution." He then showed me how to build a wall
by heaping up stones, and to raise a thick hedge of thorns all around.
As my hands bled from such severe labour, God, in order to give me
strength, permitted me to see the mysterious signification of the vine,
and of several other fruit trees. Jesus Christ is the true Vine, who is
to take root and grow in us; all useless wood must be cut away, in
order not to waste the sap, which is to become the wine, and in the
Most Blessed Sacrament the Blood of Christ. The pruning of the vine has
to be done according to certain rules which were made known to me. This
pruning is, in a spiritual sense, the cutting off whatever is useless,
penance and mortification, that so the true Vine may grow in us, and
bring forth fruit. in the place of corrupt nature, which only bean wood
and leaves. The pruning is done according to fixed rules, for it is
only required that certain useless shoots should be cut off in man, and
to lop off more would be to mutilate in a guilty manner. No pruning
should ever be done upon the stock which has been planted in humankind
through the Blessed Virgin, and is to remain in it for ever. The true
Vine unites heaven to earth, the Divinity to humanity; and it is the
human part that is to be pruned, that so the divine alone may grow. I
saw so many other things relating to the vine that a book as large as
the Bible could not contain them. One day, when I was suffering acute
pain in my chest, I besought our Lord with groans not to give me a
burthen above my strength to bear; and then my Heavenly Spouse
appeared, and said to me, . . . "I have laid thee on my nuptial couch,
which is a couch of suffering; I have given thee suffering and
expiation for thy bridal garments and jewels. Thou must suffer, but I
will not forsake thee; thou art fastened to the Vine, and thou wilt not
be lost." Then I was consoled for all my sufferings. It was likewise
explained to me why in ray visions relating to the feasts of the family
of Jesus, such, for instance, as those of St. Anne, St. Joachim, St.
Joseph, &c., I always saw the Church of the festival under the figure
of a shoot of the vine. The same was the case on the festivals of St.
Francis of Assissium, St. Catherine of Sienna, and of all the saints
who have had the stigmas.
The signification of my sufferings in all my limbs was explained to me
in the following vision: I saw a gigantic human body in a horrible
state of mutilation, and raised upwards towards the sky. There were no
fingers or toes on the hands and feet, the body was covered with
frightful wounds, some of which were fresh and bleeding, others covered
with dead flesh or turned into excrescences. The whole of one aide was
black, gangrened, and as it were half eaten away. I suffered as though
it had been my own body that was in this state, and then my guide said
to me, "This is the body of the Church, the body of all men and thine
also." Then, pointing to each wound, he showed me at the same time some
part of the world; I saw an infinite number of men and nations
separated from the Church, all in their own peculiar way, and I felt
pain as exquisite from this separation as if they had been torn from my
body. Then my guide said to me: "Let thy sufferings teach thee a
lesson, and offer them to God in union with those of Jesus for all who
are separated. Should not one member call upon another, and suffer in
order to cure and unite it once more to the body? When those parts
which are most closely united to the body detach themselves, it is as
though the flesh were torn from around the heart. In my ignorance, I
thought that he was speaking of those brethren who are not in communion
with us, but my guide added: "Who are our brethren? It is not our blood
relations who are the nearest to our hearts, but those who are our
brethren in the blood of Christ--the children of the Church who fall
away." He showed me that the black and gangrened side of the body would
soon be cured; that the putrified flesh which had collected around the
wounds represented heretics who divide one from the other in proportion
as they increase; that the dead flesh was the figure of all. who are
spiritually dead, and who are void of any feeling; and that the
ossified parts represented obstinate and hardened heretics. I saw and
felt in this manner every wound and its signification. The body reached
up to heaven. It was the body of the Bride of Christ, and most painful
to behold. I wept bitterly, but feeling at once deeply grieved and
strengthened by sorrow and compassion, I began again to labour with all
my strength.
Sinking beneath the weight of life and of the task imposed upon her she
often besought God to deliver her, and she then would appear to be on
the very brink of the grave. But each time she would say: Lord, not my
will but thine be done! If my prayers and sufferings are useful let me
live a thousand years, but grant that I may die rather than ever offend
thee.' Then she would receive orders to live, and arise, taking up her
cross, once more to bear it in patience and suffering after her Lord.
>From time to time the road of life which she was pursuing used to
be shown to her, leading to the top of a mountain on which was a
shining and resplendent city--the heavenly Jerusalem. Often she would
think she had arrived at that blissful abode, which seemed to be quite
near her, and her joy would be great. But all on a sudden she would
discover that she was still separated from it by a valley, and then she
would have to descend precipices. and follow indirect paths, labouring,
suffering, and performing deeds of charity everywhere. She had to
direct wanderers into the right road, raise up the fallen, sometimes
even carry the paralytic, and drag the unwilling by force, and all
these deeds of charity were as so many fresh weights fastened to her
cross. Then she walked with more difficulty, bending beneath her burden
and sometimes even falling to the ground.
In 1823 she repeated more frequently than usual that she could not
perform her task in her present situation, that she had not strength
for it, and that it was in a peaceful convent that she needed to have
lived and died. She added that God would soon take her to himself, and
that she had besought him to permit her to obtain by her prayers in the
next world what her weakness would not permit her to accomplish in
this. St. Catherine of Sienna, a short time before death, made a
similar prayer.
Anne Catherine had previously had a vision concerning what her prayers
might obtain after death, with regard to things that were not in
existence during her life. The year 1823, the last of which she
completed the whole circle, brought her immense labours. She appeared
desirous to accomplish her entire task, and thus kept the promise which
she had previously made of relating the history of the whole Passion.
It formed the subject of her Lenten meditations during this year, and
of them the present volume is composed. But she did not on this account
take less part in the fundamental mystery of this penitential season,
or in the different mysteries of each of the festival days of the
Church, if indeed the words to take part be sufficient to express the
wonderful manner in which she rendered visible testimony to the mystery
celebrated in each festival by a sudden change in her corporal and
spiritual life. See on this subject the chapter entitled Interruption
of the Pictures of the Passion.
Every one of the ceremonies and festivals of the Church was to her far
more than the consecration of a remembrance. She beheld in the
historical foundation of each solemnity an act of the Almighty, done in
time for the reparation of fallen humanity. Although these divine acts
appeared to her stamped with the character of eternity, yet she was
well aware that in order for man to profit by them in the bounded and
narrow sphere of time, he must, as it were, take possession of them in
a series of successive moments, and that for this purpose they had to
be repeated and renewed in the Church, in the order established by
Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. All festivals and solemnities were in
her eyes eternal graces which returned at fixed epochs in every
ecclesiastical year, in the same manner as the fruits and harvests of
the earth come in their seasons in the natural year.
Her zeal and gratitude in receiving and treasuring up these graces were
untiring, nor was she less eager and zealous in offering them to those
who neglected their value. In the same manner as her compassion for her
crucified Saviour had pleased God and obtained for her the privilege of
being marked with the stigmas of the Passion as with a seal of the most
perfect love, so all the sufferings of the Church and of those who were
in affliction were repeated in the different states of her body and
soul. And all these wonders took place within her, unknown to those who
were around her; nor was she herself even more fully conscious of them
than is the bee of the effects of its work, while yet she was tending
and cultivating, with all the care of an industrious and faithful
gardener, the fertile garden of the ecclesiastical year. She lived on
its fruits, and distributed them to others; she strengthened herself
and her friends with the flowers and herbs which she cultivated; or,
rather, she herself was in this garden like a sensitive plant, a
sunflower, or some wonderful plant in which, independent of her own
will, were reproduced all the seasons of the year, all the hours of the
day, and all the changes of the atmosphere.
At the end of the ecclesiastical year of 1823, she had for the last
time a vision on the subject of making up the accounts of that year.
The negligences of the Church militant and of her servants were shown
to Anne Catherine, under various symbols; she saw how many graces had
not been co?perated with, or been rejected to a greater or less extent,
and how many had been entirely thrown away. It was made known to her
how our Blessed Redeemer had deposited for each year in the garden of
the Church a complete treasure of his merits, sufficient for every
requirement, and for the expiation of every sin. The strictest account
was to be given of all graces which had been neglected, wasted, or
wholly rejected, and the Church-militant was punished for this
negligence or infidelity of her servants by being oppressed by her
enemies, or by temporal humiliations. Revelations of this description
raised to excess her love for the Church, her mother. She passed days
and nights in praying for her, in offering to God the merits of Christ,
with continual groans, and in imploring mercy. Finally, on these
occasions, she gathered together all her courage, and offered to take
upon herself both the fault and the punishment, like a child presenting
itself before the king's throne, in order to suffer the punishment she
had incurred. It was then said to her, See how wretched and miserable
thou art thyself; thou who art desirous to satisfy for the sins of
others.' And to her great terror she beheld herself as one mournful
mass of infinite imperfection. But still her love remained undaunted,
and burst forth in these words, Yes, I am full of misery and sin; but I
am thy spouse, O my Lord, and my Saviour! My faith in thee and in the
redemption which thou hast brought us covers all my sins as with thy
royal mantle. I will not leave thee until thou hast accepted my
sacrifice, for the superabundant treasure of thy merits is closed to
none of thy faithful servants.' At length her prayer became wonderfully
energetic, and to human ears there was like a dispute and combat with
God, in which she was carried away and urged on by the violence of
love. If her sacrifice was accepted, her energy seemed to abandon her,
and she was left to the repugnance of human nature for suffering. When
she had gone through this trial, by keeping her eyes fixed on her
Redeemer in the Garden of Olives, she next had to endure indescribable
sufferings of every description, bearing them all with wonderful
patience and sweetness. We used to see her remain several days
together, motionless and insensible, looking like a dying lamb. Did we
ask her how she was, she would half open her eyes, and reply with a
sweet smile, My sufferings are most salutary.
At the beginning of Advent, her sufferings were a little soothed by
sweet visions of the preparations made by the Blessed Virgil, to leave
her home, and then of her whole journey with St. Joseph to Bethlehem.
She accompanied them each day to the humble inns where they rested for
the night, or went on before them to prepare their lodgings. During
this time she used to take old pieces of linen, and at night, while
sleeping, make them into baby clothes and caps for the children of poor
women, the times of whose confinements were near at hand. The next day
she would be surprised to see all these things neatly arranged in her
drawers. This happened to her every year about the same time, but this
year she had more fatigue and less consolation. Thus, at the hour of
our Saviour's birth, when she was usually perfectly overwhelmed with
joy, she could only crawl with the greatest difficulty to the crib
where the Child Jesus was lying, and bring him no present but myrrh, no
offering but her cross, beneath the weight of which she sank down half
dying at his feet. It seemed as though she were for the last time
making up her earthly accounts with God, and for the last time also
offering herself in the place of a countless number of men who were
spiritually and corporally afflicted. Even the little that is known of
the manner in which she took upon herself the sufferings of others is
almost incomprehensible. She very truly said: This year the Child Jesus
has only brought me a cross and instruments of suffering.
She became each day more and more absorbed in her sufferings, and
although she continued to see Jesus travelling from city to city during
his public life, the utmost she ever said on the subject was, briefly
to name in which direction he was going. Once, she asked suddenly in a
scarcely audible voice, What day is it?' When told that it was the 14th
of January, she added: Had I but a few days more, I should have related
the entire life of our Saviour, but now it. is no longer possible for
me to do so.' These words were the more incomprehensible as she did not
appear to know even which year of the public life of Jesus she was then
contemplating in spirit. In 1820 she had related the history of our
Saviour down to the Ascension, beginning at the 28th of July of the
third year of the public life of Jesus, after which she returned to the
first year of the life of Jesus, and had continued down to the 10th of
January of the third year of his public life. On the 27th of April
1823, in consequence of a journey made by the writer, an interruption
of her narrative took place, and lasted down to the 21st of October.
She then took up the thread of her narrative where she had left it, and
continued it to the last weeks of her life. When she spoke of a few
days being wanted, her friend himself did not know how far her
narrative went, not having had leisure to arrange what he had written.
After her death he became convinced that if she had been able to speak
during the last fourteen days of her life, 'she would have brought it
down to the 28th of July of the third year of the public life of our
Lord, consequently to where she had taken it up in 1820.
Her condition daily became more frightful. She, who usually suffered in
silence, uttered stifled groans, so awful was the anguish she endured.
On the 15th of January she said: The Child Jesus brought me great
sufferings at Christmas. I was once more by his manger at Bethlehem. He
was burning with fever, and showed me his sufferings and those of his
mother. They were so poor that they had no food but a wretched piece of
bread. He bestowed still greater sufferings upon me, and said to me:
"Thou art mine; thou art my spouse; suffer as I suffered, without
asking the reason why." I do not know what my sufferings are to be, nor
how long they will last. I submit blindly to my martyrdom, whether for
life or for death: I only desire that the hidden designs of God may be
accomplished in me. On the other hand, I am calm, and I have
consolations in my sufferings. Even this morning I was very happy.
Blessed be the holy Name of God!
Her sufferings continued, if possible, to increase. Sitting up, and
with her eyes closed, she fell from one side to another, while
smothered groans escaped her lips. If she laid down, she was in danger
of being stifled; her breathing was hurried and oppressed, and all her
nerves and muscles were shaken and trembled with anguish. After violent
retching, she suffered terrible pain in her bowels, so much so that it
was feared gangrene must be forming there. Her throat was parched and
burning, her mouth swollen, her cheeks crimson with fever, her hands
white as ivory. The scars of the stigmas shone like silver beneath her
distended skin. Her pulse gave from 160 to 180 pulsations per minute.
Although unable to speak from her excessive suffering, she bore every
duty perfectly in mind. On the evening of the 26th, she said to her
friend, To-day is the ninth day, you must pay for the wax taper and
novena at the chapel of St. Anne.' She was alluding to a novena which
she had asked to have made for her intention, and she was afraid lest
her friends should forget it. On the 27th, at two o'clock in the
afternoon, she received Extreme Unction, greatly to the relief both of
her soul and body. In the evening her friend, the excellent cur? of
H------, prayed at her bedside, which was an immense comfort to her.
She said to him: How good and beautiful all this is!' And again: May
God be a thousand times praised and thanked!
The approach of death did not wholly interrupt the wonderful union of
her life with that of the Church. A friend having visited her on the
1st of February in the evening, had placed himself behind her bed where
she could not see him, and was listening with the utmost compassion to
her low moans and interrupted breathing, when suddenly all became
silent, and he thought that she was dead. At this moment the evening
bell ringing for the matins of the Purification was heard. It was the
opening of this festival which had caused her soul to be ravished in
ecstasy. Although still in a very alarming state, she let some sweet
and loving words concerning the Blessed Virgin escape her lips during
the night and day of the festival. Towards twelve o'clock in the day,
she said in a voice already changed by the near approach of death, It
was long since I had felt so well. I have been ill quite a week, have I
not? I feel as though I knew nothing about this world of darkness! O,
what light the Blessed Mother of God showed me! She took me with her,
and how willingly would I have remained with her!' Here she recollected
herself for a moment, and then Said, placing her finger on her lip: But
I must not speak of these things.' From that time she said that the
slightest word in her praise greatly increased her sufferings.
The following days she was worse. On the 7th, in the evening, being
rather more calm, she said: Ah, my sweet Lord Jesus, thanks be to thee
again and again for every part of my life. Lord, thy will and not mine
be done.' On the 8th of February, in the evening, a priest was praying
near her bed, when she gratefully kissed his hand, begged him to assist
at her death, and said, O Jesus, I live for thee, I die for thee. O
Lord, praise be to thy holy name, I no longer see or hear!' Her friends
wished to change her position, and thus ease her pain a little; but she
said, I am on the Cross, it will soon all be over, leave me in peace.'
She had received all the last Sacraments, but she wished to accuse
herself once more in confession of a slight fault which she had already
many times confessed; it was probably of the same nature as a sin which
she had committed in her childhood, of which she often accused herself,
and which consisted in having gone through a hedge into a neighbour's
garden, and coveted some apples which had fallen on the ground. She had
only looked at them; for, thank God, she said, she did not touch them,
but she thought that was a sin against the tenth commandment. The
priest gave her a general absolution; after which she stretched herself
out, and those around her thought that she was dying. A person who had
often given her pain now drew near her bed and asked her pardon. She
looked at him in surprise, and said with the most expressive accent of
truth, I have nothing to forgive any living creature.
During the last days of her life, when her death was momentarily
expected, several of her friends remained constantly in the room
adjoining hers. They were speaking in a low tone, and so that she could
not hear them, of her patience, faith, and other virtues, when all on a
sudden they heard her dying voice saying: Ah, for the love of God, do
not praise me--that keeps me here, because I then have to suffer
double. O my God! how many fresh flowers are falling upon me!' She
always saw flowers as the forerunners and figures of sufferings. Then
she rejected all praises, with the most profound conviction of her own
unworthiness, saying: God alone is good: everything must be paid, down
to the last farthing. I am poor and loaded with sin, and I can only
make up for having been praised by sufferings united to those of Jesus
Christ. Do not praise me, but let me die in ignominy with Jesus on the
cross.
Boudon, in his life of Father Surin, relates a similar trait of a dying
man, who had been thought to have lost the sense of hearing, but who
energetically rejected a word of praise pronounced by those who were
surrounding his bed.
A few hours before death, for which she was longing, saying, O Lord
assist me; come, O Lord Jesus? a word of praise appeared to detain her,
and she most energetically rejected it by making the following act of
humility: I cannot die if so many good persons think well of me through
a mistake; I beg of you to tell them all that I am a wretched sinner!
Would that I could proclaim so as to be heard by all men, how great a
sinner I am! I am far beneath the good thief who was crucified by the
side of Jesus, for he and all his contemporaries had not so terrible an
account as we shall have to render of all the graces which have been
bestowed upon the Church.' After this declaration, she appeared to grow
calm, and she said to the priest who was comforting her: I feel now as
peaceful and as much filled with hope and confidence as if I had never
committed a sin.' Her eyes turned lovingly towards the cross which was
placed at the foot of her bed, her breathing became accelerated, she
often drank some liquid; and when the little crucifix was held to her,
she from humility only kissed the feet. A friend who was kneeling by
her bedside in tears, had the comfort of often holding her the water
with which to moisten her lips. As she had laid her hand, on which the
white sear of the wound was most distinctly visible, on the
counterpane, he took hold of that hand, which was already cold, and as
he inwardly wished for some mark of farewell from her, she slightly
pressed his. Her face was calm and serene, bearing an expression of
heavenly gravity, and which can only be compared to that of a valiant
wrestler who after making unheard-of efforts to gain the victory, sinks
back and dies in the very act of seizing the prize. The priest again
read through the prayers for persons in their last agony, and she then
felt an inward inspiration to pray for a pious young friend whose feast
day it was. Eight o'clock struck; she breathed more freely for the
space of a few minutes, and then cried three times with a deep groan: O
Lord, assist me Lord, Lord, come!' The priest rang his bell, and said,
She is dying.' Several relations and friends who were in the next room
came in and knelt down to pray. She was then holding in her hand a
lighted taper, which the priest was supporting. She breathed forth
several slight sighs, and then her pure soul escaped her chaste lips,
and hastened, clothed in the nuptial garment, to appear in heavenly
hope before the Divine Bridegroom, and be united for ever to that
blessed company of virgins who follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth.
Her lifeless body sank gently back on the pillows at half-past eight
o'clock, P.M., on the 9th February 1824.
A person who had taken great interest in her during life wrote as
follows: After her death, I drew near to her bed. She was supported by
pillows, and lying on her left side. Some crutches, which had been
prepared for her by her friends on one occasion when she had been able
to take a few turns in the room, were hanging over her head, crossed,
in a corner. Near them hung a little oil painting representing the
death of the Blessed Virgin, which had been given her by the Princess
of Salm. The expression of her countenance was perfectly sublime, and
bore the traces of the spirit of self-sacrifice, the patience and
resignation of her whole life; she looked as though she had died for
the love of Jesus, in the very act of performing some work of charity
for others. Her right hand was resting on the counterpane--that hand on
which God had bestowed the unparalleled favour of being able at once to
recognise by the touch anything that was holy, or that had been
consecrated by the Church--a favour which perhaps no one had ever
before enjoyed to so great an extent--a favour by which the interests
of religion might be inconceivably promoted, provided it was made use
of with discretion, and which surely had not been bestowed upon a poor
ignorant peasant girl merely for her own personal gratification. For
the last time I took in mine the band marked with a sign so worthy of
our utmost veneration, the hand which was as a spiritual instrument in
the instant recognition of whatever was holy, that it might be honoured
even in a grain of sand--the charitable industrious hand, which had so
often fed the hungry and clothed the naked--this hand was now cold and
lifeless. A great favour had been withdrawn from earth, God had taken
from us the hand of his spouse, who had rendered testimony to, prayed,
and suffered for the truth. It appeared as though it had not been
without meaning, that she had resignedly laid down upon her bed the
hand which was the outward expression of a particular privilege granted
by Divine grace. Fearful of having the strong impression made upon me
by the sight of her countenance diminished by the necessary but
disturbing preparations which were being made around her bed, I
thoughtfully left her room. If, I said to myself--if, like so many holy
solitaries, she had died alone in a grave prepared by her own hands,
her friends--the birds--would have covered her with flowers and leaves;
if, like other religious, she had died among virgins consecrated to
God, and that their tender care and respectful veneration had followed
her to the grave, as was the case, for example, with St. Columba of
Rieti, it would have been edifying and pleasing to those who loved her;
but doubtless such honours rendered to her lifeless remains would not
have been conformable to her love for Jesus, whom she so much desired
to resemble in death as in life.
The same friend later wrote as follows: Unfortunately there was no
official post-mortem examination of her body, and none of those
inquiries by which she had been so tormented during life were
instituted after her death. The friends who surrounded her neglected to
examine her body, probably for fear of coming upon some striking
phenomenon, the discovery of which might have caused much annoyance in
various ways. On Wednesday the 11th of February her body was prepared
for burial. A pious female, who would not give up to any one the task
of rendering her this last mark of affection, described to me as
follows the condition in which she found her: " Her feet were crossed
like the feet of a crucifix. The places of the stigmas were more red
than usual. When we raised her head blood flowed from her nose and
mouth. All her limbs remained flexible and with none of the stiffness
of death even till the coffin was closed." On Friday the 13th of
February she was taken to the grave, followed by the entire population
of the place. She reposes in the cemetery, to the left of the cross, on
the side nearest the hedge. In the grave in front of hers there rests a
good old peasant of Welde, and in the grave behind a poor but virtuous
female from Dernekamp.
On the evening of the day when she was buried, a rich man went, not to
Pilate, but to the cur? of the place. He asked for the body of Anne
Catherine, not to place it in a new sepulchre, but to buy it at a high
price for a Dutch doctor. The proposal was rejected as it deserved, but
it appears that the report spread in the little town that the body had
been taken away, and it is said that the people went in great numbers
to the cemetery to ascertain whether the grave had been robbed.
To these details we will add the following extract from an account
printed in December 1824, in the Journal of Catholic Literature of
Kerz. This account was written by a person with whom we are
unacquainted, but who appears to have been well informed: About six or
seven weeks after the death of Anne Catherine Emmerich, a report having
got about that her body had been stolen away, the grave and coffin were
opened in secret, by order of the authorities, in the presence of seven
witnesses. They found with surprise not unmixed with joy that
corruption had not yet begun its work on the body of the pious maiden.
Her features and countenance were smiling like those of a person who is
dreaming sweetly. She looked as though she had but just been placed in
the coffin, nor did her body exhale any corpse-like smell. It is good
to keep the secret of the king, says Jesus the son of Sirach; but it is
also good to reveal to the world the greatness of the mercy of God.
We have been told that a stone has been placed over her grave. We lay
upon it these pages; may they contribute to immortalise the memory of a
person who has relieved so many pains of soul and body, and that of the
spot where her mortal remains lie awaiting the Day of Resurrection.
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